Lolll I love this!
Thank you all. 
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Day 92.
8.48am
9 degrees.
The weathers says it will hit 17 degress today. Thatās a nice sunny change from the freezing 1 degree mornings lately 
I woke up so many times last night. So weird. I kept waking up in the middle of dreams. That never happens to me. I normally get up once for bathroom but there was extra dimensional wizdary happening in my slumber last night 
I even slept right through till 8.30am 
Its supposed to be our last day of lock down. The news will announce it later this morning. I just really want the gyms to reopen. Iām turning into a beached whale
@CATMANCAM you communicate with us here very well, so Iām sure in real life that translates perfectly but I know how hard it is trying to talk about your self when they ask that question! Its amazing that your doing the work tho 
@Desire2ChangeToday shay amazing milestone !! Congrats! You are an inspiration 
@Complicatedmama patty Iām sorry your brother is experiencing hard times. Prayers sent 
@Its_me_Stella stell 3 months of strength
@Petri congrats 1 year
@I.cant.We.can Brian 8 months yay!
@Rockstar24777 rob Iām so happy to hear that this day has finally come for you!!
@icebear drew med adjustment is rough. Take it easy and look after you self
@TeamMeyer two weeks is amazing
@Charlie_C Iāve been having strange dreams all last night too! So weird!!
So yesterday I attempted to start a light fast. Iām feeling gluttonous lately because being in lockdown the last two weeks has allowed me to be a couch sloth and consume all the foods
The fast lasted a sad few hours till something triggered my emotions and what do I do when my emotions are hijacked? I eat. So fast made void
Today I will attempt a light day of consuming and begin ridding my body of the two weeks of slothing. I even downloaded a fasting app
But first coffee. No fast could take my liquid gold from my life no no no
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Thank you April!! I just got home and it was AWESOME!!!
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Lots of mixed emotions today. Iām gonna head to bed, maybe I do suck and need to give up this tattooing. See yah later everyone much love. I donāt need sympathy or any advice, just stating how Iām feeling at this moment. Using it as a journal
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Goodnight brother love you too man 
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Finding purpose is soul lifting and life changingā¦ Iām sure this is the start of something big for you 
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Second check in of the day. My first day was amazing and all of the staff members were so welcoming and happy for me. They are the counselors that helped me while I was in the program and itās such an honor and blessing to be able to work with them. Mind blowing for sure, love you guys!
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Pretty dang happy for ya Rob. Thatās great.
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I think so too April! Today felt like I was where I was meant to be and doing what I was meant to do. Itās really amazing to me 
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Thank you Eric!
Congratulations Shay! Heck yeah!!!
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@Clarity Sarah congratulations on 1 year of sobriety! Amazing job 
@Petri congratulations on 1 year of sobriety, keep on ODAAT.
@Desire2ChangeToday Shay congratulations on 2 years of sobriety, youāre on 
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I love seeing these milestones, they make me 
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@Clarity happy 1 year! So proud of us!!
@Rockstar24777 @Dan531 @apes2020
Thank you you all and the rest of you lovely lot. 
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Congratulations lady!! Amazing 
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congratulations @Desire2ChangeToday on two whole years. awesome!!!
@Clarity Welcome to the club, enjoy this and then keep on going 
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Holy moly went out to dinner tonight and got some major triggers at the restaurant. I could actually physically feel a heated twisting and tightening like a band in my chest and stomach. It was sights and sounds and colored chalkboard beer menus and smells. Yikes. I sat with the feeling and let it rise up in me and then drift away. Itās still coming in waves but not as intense. Itās fascinating that I never really paid that close attention to the physical aspect of the craving. Anyway, I still have 45 days, and I got a big fat chocolate malt.
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Congrats on your recovery.
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Mel - you are one of the leaders around here I look up to! I am thrilled to be on this journey with you!
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Nice one, Mel 
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