Welcome back Julia.
Congratulations on your 49 days and your pregnancy.
I hope to see you around.
Checking in on 630 AF
42 No extra added sugar.
Not feeling it today folks.
Iām tired of my back hurting all the time. But Iām not laid up so thatās good. Just a nagging depressing constant back ache thatās bringing me down. Kind of stuck in a rut. Just going through the motions of day to day shit. But it aināt worth drinking over. Iāll just let the day happen. Maybe tomorrow will be batter. Maybe later today will be better. Who the fuck knows?
I know I wonāt drink today though.
And I probably wonāt drink tomorrow.
Keep fighting this bastard.
ā¦1280. Absolutely furious with someone at work right now. However, sobriety has brought to me a cool head and a way of dealing with emotions. Everyone at work thinks I am happy go lucky like normal. In the drinking days, everyone would be suffering.
If you are struggling with relapsingā¦understand that emotional states sober are far easier to deal with and process when you are sober.
With that said, I am doing exactly like I did in the beginning of my journeyā¦taking a break in the bathroom for a few minutesā¦making sure when I leaveā¦those that are here are treated wellā¦as they should be
Stay sober!
Quick day 35 check in. Been pulling a lot of hours at work so Iāve not been in in a couple day but Iām still going strong.
People need to get back to work! So many of us are pulling extra hours. I, for one, am way to old for these hours!
Oh I knowā¦ I work for the postal serviceā¦
Thatās horseshit, what they pulled on you, Rob. Iām sorry, but you deserve better than that, my friend.
Oh shit thatās funny LOL LOL
How is life my friend?
Quick check in
Worth the translate btw
Iām kinda good, at least not bad but itās been a week. Moms grave, hospital things and vipers with Vultures circling above but I will not fail. Though not perfect there is a cigarette reset to yet be doneā¦ But I really canāt smoke no more course of the operation. I smoked 12 cigarettes last week so itās now officially time to face it. It hurts my future health. But the drag and the things I have to deal with are pulling like extended gravityā¦
Thatās all for now
Be safe my peopz
@Girlinterrupted love the fucktard btw
Welcome back @Edorr , go go gadget good days
And @SoberGuyUSA great numbers there !
Bless you!
@Dazercat So sorry youāre feeling down. Internet hugs for you, theyāre more gentle on the back.
Iām very impressed with your no-added-sugar numbers. Iām really struggling to get on that journeyā¦. And itās a journey I need to be on!
Take care young man
@Dazercat I can soooo relate to what you just described. Pain is a bitch and drags us down in even the littlest ways. Hold on and I will, too.
Checking in - not much sleep but way better than nothing! I donāt know what I did to my lower back but it wouldnāt let me relax and I ended up finally falling asleep sitting upright, practically. I do know that I need to work on my posture and strengthening my core, I stopped doing core exercises a few weeks ago due to laziness and the perceived ābusynessā so back at it tomorrow. Resting it today for now. Itās such a gorgeous day, Lupe and I went on a longer walk to a pond and bit of woods by a Convent nearby. The sisters are very nice there and progressive in surprising ways with BLM posters and LGBTQ support signs. I like it there, and I rarely see anyone walking so itās really peaceful. Iāll make it a habit to go more often and maybe even sit with a book. Soon, because winter is coming! Itās my husbandās birthday weekend so we are making plans and no doubt he will be drinking more than normal. I will stay vigilant. I donāt want to drink, so I wonāt. Iāll be in the kitchen a lot making yummy food! We will also go for a drive and a hike. Looking forward to enjoying the fall weather.
Stay strong with me, amigos, and stay sober. You will probably see me here a lot in the next few days!
10 days clean and sober,
Feeling pretty good.
Its been a little rough
Came up positive for covid so Iāve been staying quarantined. Miss going to meetings and sucks not being able to meet with my sponsor.
But Iām starting to feel like myself again and Iām stoked to be sober.
different, career change, work nights not days, got sponsees to help keep sober, got less money and more worries but strong in sobriety and mentally stable enough to cope with whatever life has got to throw at me. āAccept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I canā Thanks for asking
Day 17 check in, feeling good. Down about 8 lbs this morning. Hitting the gym instead of the bar in the evenings.