I’m checking in. Day 18
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I’m struggling so much right now…I always go to this place inside where I just want to leave this planet, and I’m right there now. Im so over it
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What’s going on Kelly? Anything we can do to help? Maybe you could start your own thread. Tell us what going on. It could make ya feel better. Or like @liv_m Mel said call someone or Message one of us? My PM is always open.
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Big hugs. Type up your feelings, if it would help.
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Checking in and caught this lovely pattern.
My low mood seems to be passing… I’m focusing on the positives and it’s a stunning Saturday morning so I’m off for a bushwalk this afternoon. Cannot wait to be out in nature getting some clean fresh air. Oh and I’m sober, there’s nothing more positive than that.
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Checking in
635 days substance free.
I am definitely not under the influence of any mind or mood altering substances or I wouldn’t feel the way I am feeling.
I feel helpless, and scared.
I have not heard from my cancer fighting, warrior of a girlfriend since yesterday morning. She and her husband are both fighting COVID. She was to recieve the antibody infusion yesterday but I have heard nothing from either of them which is not normal. I am trying to be brave and not jump to any conclusions. I am trying to stay positive and just keep sending them love and light. I feel tired and as though curling up in bed and hiding for some days is needed. I guess there are much worse things for me to do than that.
Feeling the feels, life on lifes terms… jazz hands.
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Hey Kelly… Sad to hear you are in a dark place. Sometimes gettin stuck in our heads is the worst place to be. Remember it’s just for today. Try to get through today, tomorrow might be a better day. Get some food and some rest and maybe go for a walk! Just know you’re not alone.
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Aww babe… I hope your friend is okay! Deep breaths. Keeping my fingers crossed that she is alive. You are so brave!! I am keeping you and your friend in my thoughts and prayers.
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Thanks guys, I don’t want to break my no drinking but I do want to break my no smoking for the last month and just chill and watch a movie and get out of my head 
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That’s a tough place to be in. Hoping for good news.
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Day 54 Alcohol Free and 300 freakin days of no weed!! That’s pretty cool.
My lowness of the week is passing finally. I taught a yoga class this morning, finished my work for the week, and dealt with a task that’s been stressing me out. I’m happy for the weekend. Mostly planning to just chill out. Tonight we made fried oysters and mussels and watched a couple of episodes of the new show Midnight Mass which I’ve been SO excited about. It’s by the creator of Haunting of Hill House and many other movies/shows I’m a fan of, so I’ve really been looking forward to it. Definitely sleeping in tomorrow. It’s going to be rainy tomorrow and I’m just embracing it as a time to relax and do as little as possible. Maybe some reading, cleaning, break out the art supplies and get creative. Maybe just nap 
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Day 1,098.
I wrote this check in like 5 times now. I’ll just say I am in a pretty bitter mood right now and I need a cheer up. 
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How about a dancing kitten and a hug?
Hope your mood lifts.
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Welcome to the 300 club!!!
Wooohoooooo.
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This helps! 
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- Coffee. Didn’t sleep too awful. I think I’ll manage work too today. I’m sober and clean. Not changing that. Not today. Keep going all. Keep going @KellyKelly. I understand your feeling. Smoking is just another addiction that gives you false thoughts and feelings that it will help you with feeling snug and comfortable. It doesn’t. Smoking kills. @Its_me_Stella All in my thoughts, your friends and you
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Have as good a day as you all can friends. Making it clean and sober is a good start to that. Love from Luna and me to all of you.
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Congratulations on your 300 days of no reefer.
Way to go! That’s huge!
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Day 470 clean and sober today. Felt like crap last night and went to bed around 6:30 lol. Today is a new day, love you guys! 
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Day 26
Just bought new subwoofers. Worth the buy tbh
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Hey everyone, checking in on day 468. I hope everyone has a great start to the weekend!
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