Checking in daily to maintain focus #34

Day 23 checking in

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Made it to day 10! Physically feel great even though the sleep is still poor but million times better than hungover and sick!

Sober on Fam :smirk:

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@CATMANCAM you are such a nice person, always encouraging others!!! Day 26 here. May God bless all your ways

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Hey all, checking in on day 487. I hope everyone has a good one!

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My ex that I used to live with is going to be the only chore,

She told the few people I am in contact with before the cut ties cause they were sick of the psycho babble, that Iā€™m up there Iā€™m sneaking around stalking her.

Well isnā€™t that cute? Like I have nothing better to do with my life than to stalk and pursue an ex girlfriend who I want really nothing to do with, she said the same thing about aother exes before me, and the guy she was seeing throughout high school is still madly in love with her yet he couldnā€™t be with her because of his families wishes cause I guess we still do arranged marriages huh? both proved bogus., I guess she canā€™t accept that people move on with their lives and have no desire to continue toxic relationships? Except maybe that one about the family maybe they saw how nuts she was. And didnā€™t want to be associated? He dodged a bullet

Anyways off to work

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Day 12 for me.

Feeling positive about the future. God bless all :pray:

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Quick day 125 check in before getting ready for the day. I keep having recurring dreams about my grandfatherā€™s death and funeral this last summer. Maybe it is my brain trying to get a second chance to not have a complete meltdown and actually feel the feelings without trying to deal with them with alcohol. I dunno. My brain is weird, man. Have an awesome day, friends.

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Wonderful! Congrats and thanks for sharing your accomplishment with us!

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Day 489 clean and sober today. Had horrible dreams about Faith last night and her boyfriend, guess itā€™s a way of processing that itā€™s over. Some of you might remember when I was brand new here about the concert tickets thing? Where I just gave her the tickets because I wasnā€™t a jerk? Well after all this time she texted me saying she doesnā€™t mean to bring up any pain by contacting me but if I could send her information on the tickets again. Apparently she canā€™t find them. It was very painful to get that text so I just immediately blocked her. Iā€™m still not over her and I need to protect my energy and my heart. Asking if you guys can send me some positive energy today Iā€™m really kinda f**ked up at the moment. Have a great day everyone, love you guys :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Well done :muscle: Congratulations on your 10 days!
Keep up the good work. One day at a time we can do this! :v:

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Quick check in. . .
@Dazercat its always harder on the pawrents than the fur babies. That will be quite the reunion. Hope you have a fantastic time in TX. Iā€™m sure you will!
@claire-lo always love seeing those shoes pop up. Congrats on 18 months and thanks so much for your contributions.
@anon53116147 hope you are on the mend, buddy. Something needs to change and hope you can figure that out sooner rather than later. Rooting for you.

I hit 7 months on 10/10. My life has done a complete 180 in a positive way. Dealing the a breast cancer scare with biopsy tomorrow and more info next week. Been on pins and needles since last Tuesday, but Iā€™m in good hands and the wait is almost over. Iā€™m beyond grateful this didnā€™t happen last year. Love to all my TS peeps!

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Sending positive energy your way!! Good for you for blocking her, it may not be my place to say but youā€™ve spent plenty of time and energy on her and now you have bigger and better things you can focus on :+1:

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Sending strength and good vibes!

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@SoberSenze Congrats on 10 Days! Double Digits! WooHoo!

@Rockstar24777 and @LeeHawk

@anon53116147 Mike, The power is within you. We are all on your side. Get back at it.

@Charlie_C I canā€™t tell you how proud I am to see you living life on sober terms. I did not like the one and only cruise I went on, but youā€™re making me want to go on another one. :slight_smile:

Day 4. Listening to the high school band practice. It brings back memories of cold desert mornings, doing what I love to do, dance and dance and dance. Same moves, over and over. Do it again. Do it again. Do it again. Do it, until you can do it in your sleep. Thatā€™s what sobriety and a sober life is all about. Keep working it, until it becomes part of you, becomes you.

Iā€™d like to bring back an oldie but a goodie from the one and only @Yoda-Stevie, I still think of it every.single.time. I get it the shower. Every time. It counts for every situation that starts out less-than-comfortable.

Have a great day.

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Lol, I can hear band practice most mornings as I live by the high school. I love it!

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Yep, I have two high schools within two miles of me and a baseball stadium. I get all kinds of free entertainment.

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Eh, maybe she has a case of severe codependency? Who knows! Youā€™ll sort it out somehow, Iā€™m sure.

And make better lady choices now that youā€™re sober :wink: :unicorn: :heart:

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Hey Rob,
this will pass. Good on you that youā€™re here to get it off your chest! I remember the concert tickets and you did the right thing by blocking her. If she lost them, itā€™s 100% her problem. No need to concern yourself about it.

Have a day, whether itā€™s nice or naughty, itā€™s still a day you get to live bc youā€™re clean and sober! :muscle:t2::heartbeat:

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Thanks @Nordique I wasnā€™t sure if blocking her was right but it definitely was. Like you said, no more wasting energy. Have an awesome day bro!

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Thank you so much @Olivia, itā€™s really good for me to get the validation that I did do the right thing! Have an amazing day!

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