Its absolutely one day at a time. Yesterday I can do nothing about, tomorrow is tomorrows worries, today is what counts. I think this realization was good for me to keep going and staying sober, and to not forgett what I am working for.
Checking in on day 296.
Some impressive numbers today, gang. Loving your work.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
How do I feel todayā¦? I donāt really know. Day 6 and I have a lot on my mind. One thing I need to work on is my low self-esteem, as I can much too easily become unhealthily attached as a result of it. Since Iām already struggling with addiction and PTSD, other peopleās actions or words can sometimes hit particularly hard, e.g. if a relationship doesnāt work out, or if someone does or says something hurtful, it shakes me up as if itās the end of the world or I just canāt handle it. Itās all too easy to become dependent or attached when you feel insecure/vulnerable. I know itās total bullshit to ever depend upon anything external to be happyā¦ So how to manifest self-esteem? Exposureā¦ Thatās all it is. Exposure to experience, and to whatever it is you or I want. Itās possible, we can all do it folks!
Great sober days, better the devil you know
Congrats on your days Stella, much love
Good morning everyone, day 12. Grateful to be sober, yesterday I did kind of veg out and then slept. Today in excited bc I have some new needles coming, a new arm rest which is going to be so much smoother for me and pulling lines, and a new black ink im going to try. So itās going to be a music, and drawing kind of day, I have a stencil I need to put together. I love what I do, I love being sober and I love being here with all of you awesome ppl. Much love
Happy to hear u sounding positive!
Hey all, checking in on day 499. I hope everyone has a good one today!
Day 501 clean and sober today. Itās my Sunday and I have a lot of chores to do. Thank you for all of the love and support, love you guys!!!
You got this!!!
Isnāt she beautiful?! Is it normal to name your guitar. Haha because I think it should be. Iām feeling much better this morning. Sleep, coffee, and music helps
Yes, itās normal! We had a Gibson dreadnought called Bruiser. Iām happy todayās a better day.
@Chiron thank you I thought it would be a good reminder that so many good things have come from me not drinking.
@Dazercat Iām so happy to be here. Iām very happy you are here too!
@Its_me_Stella 666 days! I feel like this number is very on brand for Halloween and the time of year haha. What an amazing accomplishment. You are such an inspiration to me
@1in8billion Iām sorry you are feeling down. I wanted to send you something you sent me on TS my very first day here that I saved. I think itās a good reminder for all of us.
So pretty! I always stopped learning when my finger pads started to hurt, donāt do that. Let the calluses develop. And small hands do stretch. Congrats to you!
Iāll keep that in mind Cindy thank you
How nice is that, very true, how can I not smile with that now Callie! Glad youāre here.
Wow!!!
What a difference in results. Days compared to years. Iām so happy for you.
Good one friend!