Checking in daily to maintain focus #34

Its absolutely one day at a time. Yesterday I can do nothing about, tomorrow is tomorrows worries, today is what counts. I think this realization was good for me to keep going and staying sober, and to not forgett what I am working for.

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Checking in on day 296.
Some impressive numbers today, gang. Loving your work. :boom::muscle:t2:
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.

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How do I feel todayā€¦? I donā€™t really know. Day 6 and I have a lot on my mind. One thing I need to work on is my low self-esteem, as I can much too easily become unhealthily attached as a result of it. Since Iā€™m already struggling with addiction and PTSD, other peopleā€™s actions or words can sometimes hit particularly hard, e.g. if a relationship doesnā€™t work out, or if someone does or says something hurtful, it shakes me up as if itā€™s the end of the world or I just canā€™t handle it. Itā€™s all too easy to become dependent or attached when you feel insecure/vulnerable. I know itā€™s total bullshit to ever depend upon anything external to be happyā€¦ So how to manifest self-esteem? Exposureā€¦ Thatā€™s all it is. Exposure to experience, and to whatever it is you or I want. Itā€™s possible, we can all do it folks! :muscle:

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Great sober days, better the devil you know :smiling_imp:

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Congrats on your days Stella, much love

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Good morning everyone, day 12. Grateful to be sober, yesterday I did kind of veg out and then slept. Today in excited bc I have some new needles coming, a new arm rest which is going to be so much smoother for me and pulling lines, and a new black ink im going to try. So itā€™s going to be a music, and drawing kind of day, I have a stencil I need to put together. I love what I do, I love being sober and I love being here with all of you awesome ppl. Much love

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Happy to hear u sounding positive!

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Hey all, checking in on day 499. I hope everyone has a good one today!

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Day 501 clean and sober today. Itā€™s my Sunday and I have a lot of chores to do. Thank you for all of the love and support, love you guys!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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@IamThechange @Misokatsu thank you so much. Day 1 . Glad being 24 hours free

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You got this!!!

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Isnā€™t she beautiful?! :heart_eyes: Is it normal to name your guitar. Haha because I think it should be. Iā€™m feeling much better this morning. Sleep, coffee, and music helps :yellow_heart:

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Yes, itā€™s normal! We had a Gibson dreadnought called Bruiser. :joy: Iā€™m happy todayā€™s a better day. :kissing_heart:

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@Chiron thank you :yellow_heart: I thought it would be a good reminder that so many good things have come from me not drinking.

@Dazercat Iā€™m so happy to be here. Iā€™m very happy you are here too!

@Its_me_Stella 666 days! I feel like this number is very on brand for Halloween and the time of year haha. What an amazing accomplishment. You are such an inspiration to me :heart:

@1in8billion Iā€™m sorry you are feeling down. I wanted to send you something you sent me on TS my very first day here that I saved. I think itā€™s a good reminder for all of us. :dizzy::heart:

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So pretty! I always stopped learning when my finger pads started to hurt, donā€™t do that. Let the calluses develop. And small hands do stretch. Congrats to you!

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Iā€™ll keep that in mind Cindy :yellow_heart: thank you :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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How nice is that, very true, how can I not smile with that now Callie! Glad youā€™re here. :hugs:

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Wow!!!
What a difference in results. Days compared to years. Iā€™m so happy for you.
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Good one friend!
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