That’s fantastic, keep up the good work!!! 
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Happy belated 60 days Mike, that’s awesome brother!!!
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Day 550 clean and sober today. It’s Saturday for me and I’m going to relax and enjoy it the best that I can. Have a great day everyone, love you guys!!!
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Thank you friend!
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Currently listening to this audiobook about “Drinking” the love story. Definitely already into it. I love audible lol
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Congratulations my sober brother!!! I love that we’re walking this path together, well done bro!!!
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Thanks man!! I really appreciate it 
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Checking in day 10.
Day 9 was really hard but I reached out to my sponsor and did an online zoom. After that I prayed. It wasnt easy but glad to say I got through it.
Positives…down 8lbs in 10 days!
Have a great day everyone🥰
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Day 486 
today is 23 . our wedding anniversary. We are at peace , I hope we have many more years together with our children . Deciding to be sober and move forward without giving up was the right decision for me and my family.
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Congrats 
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Congratulations… beautiful…,
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@Kareness congrats on 5 years 
@Nordique congrats on 1.5 years
@Daisy49 congrats on double digits
@Sunny11 happy anniversary 
491 days no alcohol.
459 days no cocaine.
52 days no nicotine.
If there was gonna be a day that I relapse on cocaine again, it feels like today is gonna be that day. I have had another text from a dealer, no idea who as it’s a new number as I have over 200 numbers blocked at last count, the texts are offering deals and 24/7 delivery. I am the lowest in regards to depression that I’ve been since I got sober. I really struggle this time of year on top of regular and seasonal depression, because it makes me really miss the people I’ve lost over the years, with it being Christmas and not really having a close relationship with any remaining family, and only feeling like I have my cats and no one else, it can be lonely around this time too. The demon on my back is saying if I used I’d atleast get a temporary glimmer of happiness, that as a ‘one-off’ it wouldn’t be that big of a deal, I feel weak to it, I feel like I don’t care if I use tonight, I hate that I feel like this, but I do and right now I don’t know if I’ll be adding another day this time tomorrow or resetting to zero.
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Hurray for 20 days …huge accomplishment…proud of you…keep going
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I’m so sorry you’re hurting, Tyler. I wish I could wrap you up in a hug. Please let tomorrow be day 460. You’ve come so far. I understand the times of feeling that rock-bottom sadness, but it will pass. Sending you lots of love.
P.S. Keep on blocking those numbers.
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This marker is a big one because it’s been a tough road this past month. I’ve had the mantra sitting in my head …. there’s nothing that a drink won’t make worse. And. Though things aren’t good … they haven’t been made worse by taking that first sip. Thank you to everyone who posts in all the categories. You’ve gotten me here. I’m grateful. And all the “no’s” feel worth it. 
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Tyler. I’ve just read your post and I hear you. I was right there. I promise you …. It’s worth saying no to all the parts that are saying otherwise. Keep pushing forward. They will release and you’ll be so glad you got through.
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I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Please delete and block that number RIGHT NOW. Otherwise, relapsing will be your reality before you know it. Just play the tape through, think about how that relapse will further deteriorate your confidence, sense of self worth and self esteem.You will be so disappointed in your decision to deflect from what is a temporary problem. Depression and sadness with a sober mind is a part of life…getting high will only add to it. Wishing you strength today.
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Hi Tyler, I can relate a lot. This time of the year is difficult. But as in addiction we are not alone in this. Some days ago a friend hurt me a lot by trying to comforting me by saying: you have two cats. Fuck her. It’s true, the give me a lot and I love them so much but they are not real human company. For me it helps me to see, read and feel that I am not alone. You are not alone. And a quick fix won’t help. We know that but sometimes we’d like to ignore that. You are strong Tyler. 
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