Omg girl!!! Congratulations on 2 whole years!! So damn proud of you!!
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Checking in today
Today has been a total rejuvenation type of day. Cleaning and decluttering and getting our home back to ānormalā. The clutter of Christmas drives me insane lol. My environment really effects my mental health. So thought Iād do something about it today. Also got my 3rd covid shot today. Sore arm but thatās it so far. Feeling better today anyway but have been so tired lately. Just no energy to do much. Hope everyone is well 
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Checking in twice today on day 9- but today needs a double check in 
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Ha! I was just going to do a double check on myself, just that kind of day 
. I hope yours gets better!! I just did the gratitude thread and it was helpful, always is 
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Whatās happening Jay? What about the future looking dumb? Congrats on your first week anyway friend.
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You have stayed clean before, you CAN do it again. I think of addiction like a spiral. Little things can get u spiraling down, and u canāt believe where u are again, but equally a little thing can get u circling back up! Do u do online meetings? Go to them! Share and share! And donāt worry about ur size! U could have a purple head, no-one cares, we are all at meetings to get sober, end of, it is not a catwalk. Sending love and support.
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I spent Christms morning at my parents, after opening presents I went home and Christmas came down!
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Thatās me being happy for you dear friend. Two years is fantastic.
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Congratulations Stella. U are proof that it can be a long fight but it is worth it.
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2 days - but with the help of this community I hope to post 2 years as well!
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Completed day 363. Going to sleep gratefully sober. Never ever give up. Sober life is so worth it 
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Congratulations!
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Checking in day 38. Congratulations on 200 day @Its_me_Stella so inspirational! Also Happy Birthday!
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@Lotusflower i meant to thank you earlier about posting the information on the NA meetings. I hope everything is going well in world
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Hi Amiā¦Iām doing well. Day 40 tomorrow. A spiritual number. No thanks required we are here to support each other.,
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400 club wooooooo!
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Evening checkin
Feeling accomplished today. But still tired. I feel like the tiredness is stress related honestly. Me trying to find a way to āescapeā by wanting to sleep all day. Im grateful tho that I HAVE to get up, I have no chance to sleep the day away. Iām forced to get up and get going. Anyway, Iām just trying to take things 1 day at a time. Remembering to be gentle with myself. But also continue to push myself to keep doing the next right thing, which means staying clean, being honest with myself and others, being of service, and taking care of my responsibilities. Iām feeling āsomethingā. Idk what. Itās not necessarily a good thing either. I canāt put my finger on it lol iv had weird dreams of being in jail and dreams of using lately. Feeling off. Going to have a nice bath later and start tmrw off on better footing 
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Day 998. Almost 1k!
I had a long conversation with a friend last night about anger, and the take away was that if I want to continue living, then get my temper under control.
The issue is that when I get depressed, that outlook flips around, and in that condition I loose control of myself. So I need to keep the idea that I do not want to destroy myself or my life in my head at all times. I donāt know if that will be enough but itās a start.
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I can relate. I have alot of anger issues myself, my ADHD makes it so hard because my mind is just constantly racing and when it gets overloaded I lash out. Definitely something I need to get under control myself. Congrats on your days
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Checking in day 727 AFAF
Day 139 no extra added sugar.
Continuing to isolate or quarantine for 5 days. Per doctorās recommendation, since Iām basically feeling fine. Itās a nice rest. I guess Iām just lucky Covid isnāt kicking my ass. Iāll take it.
Still not drinking.
I really donāt see the point.
I have learned to admit that for me drinking has ceased to be fun and has become nothing but trouble
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