Lmfao… yes when does it?! I literally feel like doing this
Amen. I’m with you in prayer.
Okay… so took me abit to refocus but I am much calmer now. Exhausted tho lol After long deep breaths and a cold face wash and a solid prayer to my HP… I have remembered that I have NO control over people, places, or things. I literally have done what I can at this point and now I accept this situation, I surrender to it knowing that I don’t have power over the outcome, I gave it away to my HP, I asked for inner strength to be able to handle whatever the outcome is, and now I am distracting myself by folding laundry. And i am quite frankly looking at this problem 24 hours at a time (just like addiction).
Need a sponsor asap…
Got my day 5 coin today. Can’t with for day 7
Checking in Day 57. Was a tough day. Between canceled flights and covid outbreaks ive been trying to solve problems since i opened my eyes today. I caught myself saying to a coworker today that i could sure use a drink after this day. Glad i said it out loud as i didnt even realize where my head was going. Shut that thought down quick. Last thing i need on top of a high demand job right now is a hangover. Feeling short fused and stuck in some negativity today. Glad i booked tomorrow off as im sure these emotions have a lot to do with tomorrow being the anniversary of lossing my mom. Im sure ill have to do some work tomorrow as the recruitment hat is still on but at least im not expected to put in a full day. Grateful my son is comi g on a road trip with me to take some flowers tomorrow. Pushing through this rough patch i am.
@Charlie_C … congrats on the BIG number. Sorry you aren’t feeling good about your friend. Did you ask if they were upset with you?
Welcome to the forum @Sssme96! Glad you found us. Here’s a link to give you more info about sponsorship.
Hahahahah
I mainly never could keep it at one. Well there are glasses that are the size of a bottle of wine. Maybe then.
It took me ages that it was so simple: don’t drink the first one. No matter what.
Come here if you doubt, if you are tempted. There are people online almost all around the clock who will help when we reach out.
I needed to get some time and thinking between the automatic move: being offered and accept it. There is something happening between these actions.
Amazing! The number and the view!
- Had a really nice conversation yesterday with a specialist in using my own recovery in my work. Gave me some good ideas. Going to build on that. For now it’s back to day shifts. It has been a while. I’ll be fine. Just a three day work week ahead. Sober and clean.
Have as good a day as you all can friends. Love from the Hart Mountain National Antelope Refuge, OR. Don’t know why but I was thinking about a beautiful ride through there in September 2018. The colours, the vastness, the emptiness, the quiet. Wish I was there.
@Girlinterrupted Yay you JoeBeth!!! Love both images. Hugs.
21 Days in a few hours.
Happy I’ve got this far. I’m evolving. I’m changing. Getting stronger. Loving the sweet taste of freedom.
Keep strong everyone.
ODAAT.
Wow 600 days Beth! You have done amazing.
Great atmospheric photo
387 days
Did my Pilates class last night, did not feel like it, but went, and as expected felt energised afterwards, journalled that little step in getting out of this lethargic state. Today my aim after work, is to start my “couch to 5k” app and do some hoovering and read.
Have a strong 24 hrs all
Wow city living… what a view. Where is that?
Great job Beth.