Checking in daily to maintain focus #38

Day 131 checking in odaat have a good day

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Day 25 AF
Great weekend. Lots of shopping, Dinner Date and a movie celebrating my partners birthday. Spent today babysitting the Grandkids for a few hours which is always fun. Finished off with a 5km walk, 20 mins of yoga, now a nice relaxing T2 sleepy tea and read a few pages of the new book.

@Cjp I love Insight Timer. Been using it for around 4 years

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I remember going to my first meeting and when I got closer I just walked passed as I had so much fear about it and anxiety but after you do your first meeting the fear goes away make the jump next time you can do it :pray:t2:

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Right y’all know I had a relapse so I’m back here on day 2 checking in. I look like hell. Had such a nice sober night last night. Damn I want that forever m. My body is awful and I’m now dealing with SEEing it in clear and what I’ve done to mess it up so much.

But I’m having coffee in bed and grateful to be alive.

Happy Sunday all

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Also how do you guys deal with all the gambling ads that pop up on here! It’s not easy I may need to find a new app

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399 days

@Jesile congratulations on 90 days :clap:
@Wakikki and congratulations on your 30 days and keeping at ODATT
@apes2020 so organised ! Well done
@SoberWalker beautiful moon, we had an exhibition few years ago in a church with a moon and like yourself was completely awed by it.

My moods are very erratic at the moment which is so tiring and impacting motivation. I am waking up tired despite 8 hrs sleep. Just cancelled gym class as honestly - I can’t be bothered. Not good. But will get on and do housework as have not done it last two days when I said I would. Do feel rather strange, abit all over the place… hoping if I keep busy it will pass
Have a strong 24 hrs all :green_heart:

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When I joined this app I payed a bit to remove all the adds. It’a a one time payment and so worth it.
But crazy that gambling apps show up here :dizzy_face:

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@Freckles

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Thanks for sharing Claudia, that moon looks so cool. You take nice pictures anyhow!

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Well done on 40 days! And I can totally relate, everytime I go to a new meeting I think about running away🤣 once you get your foot in the door it’s all good though. All the ones I’ve been to everyone has been so friendly and people always introduce themselves to new faces! Good luck on your 3rd attempt!

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This is @Robin 's (the admin) answer to a similar question 2.5 years ago. I guess it’s still valid. I paid a small amount to have the ads removed from the app too. And at home always use my PC.

And good to see you back! One day at a time Freckles. As it is for all of us.

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Day 976 AF
Never can I say that my hardest days in sobriety were ever a match for my darkest days when drinking. Feeling extra grateful for these days lately, the fight is worth it x

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Aaah bless you. Did you try online at all?.. I went to a face to face last Friday, and I just look out for the beverages first, go straight there to get a tea or whatever, they had chocolate biscuits which I resisted!,when I have a tea in my hand I can look around and suss things out,and sip my tea then head to a chair where I fancy … :pray::heart::pray::heart::pray::heart::heart::pray:

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That is absolutely amazing, Claudia! Thanks for posting those pics.

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:tada::heart::partying_face:30 days is amazing! :partying_face::heart::tada:

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Morning all. Just checking in on day 76.
@Wakikki Congrats on getting back to 30 days.:clap:
@Jesile awesome job on 3 months sober. :tada:
@Pica congrats on 40 days.
@anon86198612 Back to 2 weeks. Great Job :+1:

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At least you have a shovel.

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Hey all, checking in on day 595. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Hi guys Kat here checking in on Day 179

The days until I get my 6 months (Feb 3) are crawling lol what a bugger. Not hard staying clean and sober though! Another good meeting last night and I’ll do another today.

Tonight’s meeting is D’s homegroup he is a fellow nurse I met in rehab in 2017. Anyway he embraced the program of NA and has been clean ever since, where I have relapsed and relapsed. He is the example for me of what to do now and I want to follow in his footsteps.

Other than that my 8-year-old is keeping me busy yesterday he dumped a whole bottle of dishwasher soap down the bathroom sink so now I’m out.

Love and sobriety for us all
Kat

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Checking in, sober :grinning::+1: Pains are all over me, anxiety is high! Daugther is getting sick, migth it be what we have been lucky to avoid the last 2 years or what, time will tell. Like thats not enough, my son have some weird rash/spots all around his body with tummyaches. But at least Im sober to deal with it(dealing with it in full blown anxiety is hard enough) , if I had been drinking still I dont now what would happen.

But the Sun is shining so lets Just take it a minutt at time

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