Checking in daily to maintain focus #39

Hello all! Dragging this morning for some unknown reason. Got an early meeting so I need to get my bottom out of bed. I am thankful for so many things today. Like coffee haha. Have an awesome day my friends!

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Washing machine leakage this morning. First plumber I called wanted ME to tell HIM the problem, er, I donā€™t know, that is why I am calling you :sweat_smile:. Second guy came and fixed it in an hour. This afternoon was teaching little kids, they were more used to me than last week, so cute, but handsy. Then busy taking daughter to dentist, picking son up from friendā€™s house, and trying to throw dinner together.

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Woop. Amazing :grin:

CONGRATS!!!

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Congratulations on your 100 lovely :partying_face::heartpulse:
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and @Misokatsu nice!!! :star2: how satisfying is it to actually catch those numbers :sweat_smile:

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DAY 104

Just checking in. I wake up exhausted every single day. I essentially drink rocket fuel just to get me through the day. Sleep schedule stinks at the moment. Weā€™ll get there one day. Everyone have a great day!

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Day 1213.

Mild panic attac. I know where it comes from and I will handle it. Hopefully.
I am grateful to be sober.

I am grateful I said something this morning when ā€˜colleaguesā€™ next to my cluster where talking too loudly about theeeeeeee Ossis (which is ex GDR, which is roughly 16 Mio people). I had enough and went there and asked them to bitch about us at lower volume. Silence. I was shaking a bit but felt better stepping up for myself.

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Excellent work! Thanks for the laughs friend. And setting good healthy boundaries. You made me think of this.

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Thank you Menno. I really appreciate your congratulations and your love for the serenity prayeršŸ¤—

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Hey all, checking in on day 625. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Thank you @Becstaā€¦ appreciate your support.:kissing_heart::pray:t4:

Congratulations to you as well your way up in the four digits and double digits for no smoking cigarettes. Wonderful :blush:

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Congratulations Des!
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Thank you so much.:pray:t4::smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Nice catch!
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100!!! :clap:t3::clap:t3:

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Congratulations, Des!!! :partying_face: 100 days is awesome. Keep on keeping on. :purple_heart:

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Second check in of the day

Sitting here on tears.

My childrenā€™s father has been here the past few days. Yup I let him back in again.

So excited in in great energy to celebrate my 100 today. Praying yoga etcā€¦

Before my son goes to school we were discussing how I missed the email regarding his pizza dayā€¦forgiveme I have 3 children as a single mom and work full time

He is unemployed and barely helps with anything.

So he starts questioning what kind of mother forgetsā€¦then the verbal abuse starts in front of my youngestā€¦Iā€™m a bitch psychoā€¦nsrasstic etcā€¦I called a friend and had her on speaker phone because I was afraid and as a witness as he always says it me Iā€™m crazy.

Meanwhile heā€™s still in active addiction used the night before.

Anyway he leaves and then as per my friends suggestion I disconnect his cell phone thatā€™s under my name. Y friends have been telling me to do it for monthsā€¦but I was afraid. I feel afarid now butā€¦sticking with it

Had to take day off of work asIm emotionally tanked. Going to need a lot of self care. Caching atg at 10. Prayers please.:heart:

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Thank you.:smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Day 9 AF :black_heart: feeling really happy with my progress :relaxed:

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