Checking in daily to maintain focus #39

Thank you Carolyn. Means alot.:smiling_face_with_three_hearts: Love that movie too Mermaids.:pray:t4:

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Congratulations on 100 whole days! This is amazing and Iā€™m very proud of you :rose: I Just saw ur 2nd post. Relationship stuff is soo tough (whether they are an ex or not). I struggled it with it too with my abusive ex. Let him into my life numerous, numerous timesā€¦ even after charging him and he got released. But the best thing honestly is to keep setting those boundaries like u are with cutting off the phone. U and ur kiddos donā€™t need to see that or have to be subjected to that. Iā€™m sorry u are going thru this right now. Iā€™m praying for u and ur situation :pray: Enjoy ur day the best u can. Ur in triple digits girl!!! Something to be sooo proud of! :butterfly::purple_heart:

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Iā€™m so sorry this happened. :pensive: My ex was a scary guy, so I understand being afraid. Please take care of yourself. :purple_heart:

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Iā€™m really happy for you, too. :blush::purple_heart:

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Sending prayers and hope that you are able to feel the huge accomplishment of your 100 days. Turning off the phone seems to be a good step in that direction. :pray::pray::pray:

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Thank you!! :smiling_face_with_three_hearts::smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Morning check in
Day15
Woke up feeling pretty good this morning. I took my new med last night and I didnā€™t experience any severe side effects last night or this morning (like my previous med), so this is promising! Just have to eat breakfast and do my morning routine. Then thereā€™s an appointment I have to go to and then I will work on that dreamcatcher later today. Itā€™s honestly a pretty relaxed day today so going to try and honestly RELAX lol. Relaxing is hard for me to do. I think I will meditate today and get some exercise in also.
Have a wonderful Tuesday everyone!
:butterfly:

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Hi Des, I find that if you do some seriously reading on gaslighting: the techniques used etc you will get peace with your innocence in this. They are abusive. Itā€™s on them. Do not represent, be strong.

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Iā€™m sorry Des. Please make sure youā€™re safe.In know you do. In my thoughts. Hugs.

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Hey Dana

Thank you for your share. Iā€™m sorry you had the same experience yet glad to hear you were able to seperate from your abusive ex.

Thank you for finding about boundariesā€¦Iā€™m in my head and feel badā€¦

Yes I will take it easyā€¦thank you for your support and prayers Hun.:smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

You are doing great yourself.:purple_heart:

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Thank you Carolyn :heavy_heart_exclamation:

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Thank you so very much. Nice to not feel alone.:hugs:

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Ahhhh that photo makes me feel alive, thank you for sharing. Isnā€™t it interesting when we ā€œtry onā€ our old ways and they donā€™t fit anymore. The new way is amazing Menno, I am so happy for you, you can feel!

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Woooohoooo
Triple digits Congrats!

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Really, really proud of you for not following thru on that craving. That mustve been hard. But what a HUGE change in thinking! I mean when I read that u felt disgusted looking at itā€¦ it blew me away! Even after having a craving. Thatā€™s incredible!
Your picture is so beautiful. I have such a connection with certain trees.
I hope ur day is better today!

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Day 627 clean and sober today. I hope everyone has a fantastic day today, love you guys!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Yay day 15!!! :clap:t3::clap:t3::clap:t3:

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Got some blossom starting to come through here too. And a bit of blue sky today! Spring is on its way :white_flower:

Nothing like the seasons to remind us how this life is in constant flux, changing and shifting all the time. Same as our feelings!

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Day 58. Closing in on day 60 and Iā€™m pretty excited. Wishing you all well on your journey. If you fall, get back up and keep checking in here. This is a safe place and we are all here to support each other.

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You got this :muscle:t3:

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