Hello All! Checking in on day 3, feeling pretty good. Shoulder soreness from sober fall, but I think it’s getting better, hard to drive tho when I have to look behind me…(did it anyway, lol). Drove to the store to pick up an order and Mariano’s to get some glazed croissant donuts, they’re delicious!
Nothing special planned, hanging out with the fur kids, taking it easy. I have a lot to keep me busy but I still find issues with sitting still long enough to try and read anything besides this app. I wish it was a bigger screen.
Feel like standing still. Im filled with so much emotions, mostly angry, confused and scared/unsure. Something is going on, its not about me, but it affects me and mine. I have changed how I see a person, or, its more like: do I actually know this person the way I though I did?
Anyway, I keep sober. And try learning a language.
So glad i got to spend two hours walking the local farmers market with my mom! And im not big into sweets, luckily. But i have replaced my alcohol addiction behaviors with tea and sparkling water oh well im not hurting anyone or myself. Coming to the realization that alot is going wrong in the world but i dont have to feel guilty for being happy. I deserve to be happy.
My farmers market haul: white onions, asparagus, the spiciest pork rinds ive ever tried, dehydrated beef liver treats for boscoe, baklava treat, and some spicy beef jerky
For what it’s worth, I was on a plane once with the lead singer from Jimmy Eat World. He bought a seat for his guitar and it was sitting there next to him in its case. So that’s always an option lol
I know the feeling, too!
oh well im not hurting anyone or myself. Coming to the realization that alot is going wrong in the world but i dont have to feel guilty for being happy. I deserve to be happy.
