Thanks @PinkyP
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Well hello 
š« š« how are you?? 
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Hi! Im sober, recovering from recent surgery 
you good, all clear?
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On day 47
Right now im laying down next to my girlfriend and listening to music on my day off from work.
Put the air conditioner in today 
Have a good day everyone
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Surgery sounds heavy 
yes lovely cancer free for over a year now 
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Day 113AF
Another sunday night where Iām telling myself Iāll be better next week. Starting my POM count over. Tomorrow will be easy at work but after tomorrow Iāve aftercare which I skipped twice in a row last week. Iām not looking forward to explaining why I didnāt go, I already feel so bad about myself because of it. Iām not even sure why I didnāt go myself.
Today I met up with a friend from highschool, sheās known me throughout all of my years in addiction and saw me at those houseparties we both used to go to. She explained how she experienced my last party at my house where I blacked out, became stubborn and a little āagressiveā, even though thatās so unlike me. She told me how when I blacked out my friends panicked and called my sister and parents and even considered calling an ambulance. Itās very strange to hear this side, in a way I still think it wasnāt that bad. I never did. I didnāt even think I was addicted at that point, even though I woke up 3 hours later after my friends left and just continued drinking for 3 days straight. Donāt remember much to anything from these days other than spending alot of money on twitch and playing games while drunk. <ā my rock bottem.
2 months later I was in a clinic. Iām grateful I now know Iām addicted and thereās another way. Sorry for this long post, actually wanted to keep it shortā¦
Good night beautiful people 
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Thatās true it is an option, but you have to pay for that extra seat I donāt make as much as Jim Adkins,
The rules otherwise are kinda vague, like if it can fit in an overhead itās a carry on or under the seat of you a personal item, and Iām kinda hesitant about checking a guitar I see how careless baggage handlers are
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Beautiful!
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What language ?
Iām working on Japanese, but I speak several others (Russian, German, etc.).
Japanese is toughā¦ !
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I canāt wait to get back to nine monthsā¦ Congratulations !!!
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@icebear thank you for the PSA. I always wondered about that. Learned somethink new today
@ArtMama whereād you pick that one out at? Are you in the US?
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Iām off to bed, everyone, I hope that you have all had a good day.
In my own case, Iām about 35 minutes away from my first dry week in donks, so Iām pretty happy about that.
I truly think that one of the reasons why I fell off of the wagon (and forgot to get out of the way while it rolled back and forth over me a couple of times, horse included 
) is that I stopped checking in here.
Goodnight all.
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@cjp Iām in the US and I got it at a local grocery chain of natural foods (New Leaf Market). Itās SO good! Nixie is the brand of this sparkling water. It has a nice bite to it.
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Dutch 
Japanese, ohh wow! So cool! Can imagine its hard.
Really envy you for speaking so many languages. I wish I did 
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En lukt dat een beetje om de Nederlandse taal te leren ? 
Ending day 4. Numb and not living my best moments. Patience
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Sorry to hear you are having a rough time @Bomdhil get some sleep and remember that tomorrow is a new day. Take it a moment at a time
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Day 41 
in so much pain but still sober
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