Checking in daily to maintain focus #45

2 years :scream:
Omg :scream: Jess. Congratulations I had no idea you had a birthday coming up.
Since your not doing cake. How about some balloons.
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Congratulations!! What a big deal​:balloon::balloon: :balloon:
I’m so happy and proud of you.
:pray:t2::heart::hugs:
Love the middle finger thingy.

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Yay you Jess!!! massive congrats Lady, those are awesome numbers! Be proud ( I know you are), I am too!

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Congratulations on 2 Years, that is awesome!! Enjoy your sober day! :star_struck:

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Wow!! Hell yes!!! Huge congratulations to you! Omg amazing work :clap:

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Congratulations, Jess. I love the presents you got yourself. I hope your recovery goes well and you progress with your knee :innocent:

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7/29/2020. Lord, you are one of the ones I admire so much! Getting and staying clean during a world wide pandemic. I don’t know if I could have with all the extra fear and stress. My hat is off to you. Congrats!!

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Day 311 checking in having a quiet nite tonight shower then chill out have a good day people :pray:t2:

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I’m hoping this isn’t too harsh, but whether or not you felt anything isn’t the point. You craved alcohol and then acted on that craving. Sure it’s your sobriety and you can do with it as you please. But by not resetting your time you’ve already given yourself permission to do it again. The “promise” to reset if it happens again is pretty standard alcoholic justification

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Back on day 3 back to binge watching Netflix in a lot of pain stupid pancreas :weary::sob:

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@Dazercat @Mno @maxwell @Butterflymoonwoman @anon74766472 @SassyBoomer
Thank you thank you! Y’all put a big ole smile on my face :purple_heart: :purple_heart: The support and stories of everyone here on TS has been such a crucial piece of my sobriety and I am so dang grateful for each and every one of you!

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Hey Kat here checking in at day 55 free of alcohol and benadryl and Day 360 off meth pills.

Day 3 of a 5-day stretch at work. It is funny at work how the rumors go round I get asked almost every day if it is true I used to be an RN (I work now as a PSW or nurse’s aide). Of course I don’t say anything about addiction but I do fess up to having had a ‘breakdown.’…well true it was a fucking spectacular breakdown involving IV narcotics and PTSD and compassion fatigue lol.
People are just curious why I want to work at a job that pays about half what I used to make. I say it’s less stress (which it is). Lol.

Other than that I am starting to remember to surrender every day and to work my program every day or the disease will come back and destroy me. Loving meetings every day, I feel safe at meetings even on Zoom.

Much love to you all

Kat

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Day 81, checking in :sunny: one day at a time.

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Well done :clap:

Congratulations, well done :clap:

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Day 209 nearly done. Can anyone advise me if the battle in my mind between wanting a drink, because I feel like I’m missing out, ever goes? I’m having to constantly remind myself that I have a new better life now, but it’s just hard having that voice talking to me at times. I hope I make sense

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Checking in
Day 165
Today has been decent. 4th covid shot went well. Spent time playing Minecraft with my boy and did some cleaning. Just listened to an Aboriginal Elder (who I know from back home) speak on troubling events and how he handles them. And it was amazing to hear a different approach on how to handle such things. He basically said when he is approached with a troubling event, a conflict, or something traumatic, instead of reacting to the situation with emotion… he sometimes doesn’t comment on it in the moment. He doesn’t really say much until he has prayed to Creator about it and asked for guidance. Then he can approach the situation with a clear and connected (to Creator) mind. He also said that healing is often not planned. Things happen unexpectedly and healing can come in many forms. It was interesting to listen how others handle situations. Something I’d like to strive for personally. Day has been better since I have slowed down. I really focused on doing things with purpose :pray:

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Congrats on your 2 years sober Jess!!!

Woooohooooo, so stoked to be on this journey with you. Mah little sugah twin. :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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That voice will come and go that’s your addiction talkin wanting to drag you back nothing good comes from drinking we all have experienced it or we wouldn’t be on this app your not missing out that’s for sure :pray:t2:

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Thank you sweet lady :heart:

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Moved into my new room and everything is unpacked !! Now what ? Time to keep moving forward and do what I can to snap out of this sadness . I want success right now , and money , credit , a car , a house and so on !! I think about my literally wasted time and it sucks but I’m trying to be grateful. I’m trying to stay in today and give this thing some time . Going to do some writing and collect my thoughts in my journal. I might go skate when it cools down . Hope everyone is hanging in there and staying strong . God bless

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