Well hopefully this is the remedy 
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Not yet, I donāt have the patience to read it. We used to have a salt water tank many years ago, I loved it, except for the expense to set up, the fish cost a lot more and cleaning it. I remember when we finally got rid of it, I was happy. But having one is so beautiful. Iād love to have one again, but I would need to pay someone to come in and take care of it. So now, I will enjoy yours. 
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Awe u definitly can. My hubby does everything. He enjoys the cleaning and feeding and takes huge pride in it. I am scared to touch it actually bcuz I donāt know a thing about fish
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Yes, especially if it looks like binary! 
Wow congratulations! You look amazing! I started a cross fit 3 days a week to start. Really need to start physically feeling better and stronger. Your progress is very encouraging!
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My almost daily is 11:11 I swear I use to trip myself out. I havenāt dived into numerology but from what I read about my recurring number I was like ok Iāll take it. Lol
Whatever makes us feel good right
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Checking in 15 months sober, 8 months no ganja and 17 days no tobaccoā¦ Cāmon!
Attitude of gratitude and loveā¦
May thy will and mine be oneā¦
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Haha we will be tested!!! Super job staying positive I hope your day stayed on track.
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It did, had a great doctors appointment and just been staying positive. Heading for a meeting now.
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Still day 3. Posting to find a distraction for a moment.
Got out of the house, went to my momās and then stopped by my old roommateās for a while which killed a couple of hours. Itās too hot to be outside, so I came back to my cave-like apartment to hide in the ac.
Drove past the shop where my ex works on my way across town. I mentioned in a rant a couple of weeks ago I had sent him an apology and hadnāt heard back; Iāve really been trying to put that all behind me, but now Iām curious if my number is blocked. Must not call to find out. It has to stop mattering.
Gonna try to catch up on West World and stay awake. Also gonna start the meme thread from the top, thatās always a good distraction.
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@Tragicfarinelli Congrats for the triple digits!
@Mindymoo Love the color of that aquarium; itās hypnoticā¦
@Alicat22 Nothing worse than hot hangoversā¦ except still being drunk in the heat. I will either puke or pass out. A good friend of mine insisted on spending the entire summer drinking on the beach when I lived in Norfolk. 
@maxwell I have the same struggle with mediation and restlessness. I even got a book, "How to Meditate" by Pema Chodron. I canāt still long enough to read it!
@Lovelyoutlook I have this annoying nerd habit of looking for patterns in everything, not just repeating numbers.
@Lorelai I wish there was something I could say; Iāll keep you in my prayers. 
Well, today was as boring as a boiling hot day in Kansas can get. Spent most of the day trying to dig up my employment history to fill out this job application. Now I have to take it in tomorrow and interview. Iām not normally nervous at interviews, but Iāve worked for these people 6 times already and I canāt blame them if they just laugh at me.
OTOH, if I work this job for 6 weeks, I can make my hiking trip happen this year!
And I somehow managed to pick out the 3 worst movies at the library. 
Edit: forgot the best part of my day. Either the house has shifted, or the wood is expanding from the heat, but whatever it is, I cannot lock my door. This isnāt a violent crime neighborhood, but then again I wouldnāt have an Amazon package left on my porch.
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Iām very sorry for your loss. 
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Congrats on 100 days!!! Thats awesome! Keep growing!
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I have that problem with my back door. Itās crazy!
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Evening Check in
Day 155
Feeling a bit better mentally since this morning but physically my stomach is killing me. This transition back to eating carbs again has been a slow process 
and it hurts and is soo uncomfortable. But this too shall pass (I keep telling myself that lol). Had to get meds for my belly. Feels like someoneās hand is twisting and ripping my stomach apart. Kind of wish honestly I never did keto. But I just have to push thru it. Google said it would take a week or two for my belly to settle. Anyway, things are okay I guess overall. Have to get back into more of a routine for my recovery. I will have an early day tmrw too as I have to do a refresher course for my CPI certificate for work (Crisis Prevention). That will take all day. Just need some self care tonight. Hope everyone is having a good day/Night
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Day 276
Quick Check in
Feeling super tired today. Been eating a buncha garbage foods again. But hey, I am still sober.
Goodnite everyone! Take care!
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