That is wonderful Dana! Thanks for sharing!
Day 10. Fairly strong urge to buy a bottle tonight.
Stay strong. Play the tape forward, what would happen? Would you be satisfied with a buzz? Would the buzz in fact make you crave more? If you drink beyond a buzz, would the chance of embarrassing or dangerous things happening increase? Be honest with yourself.
Hi Brian, thanks for the offer, Iāll definitely take you up on it. I am finding it easier to identify my anxiety behaviours now. Iām glad I am putting in the work.
I am down on the south coast (aka Costa del Hampshire) so a little bit too far for a round trip!
The sight of those beads made me cry. Thinking of your family with love.
Same here. But been that road too many times. Stay in the road you are on now. It is the right path to stay sober
Day 26!
I commit to to my promise to myself and my family that I will not drink today. I am greatful for all that I have!
117 days in. Keeping on. No urge to drink at all. Nearing four months is a blessing.
Keep going everyone.
Hey Matt
Iām ok. Itās super rainy, and wet and cold. I canāt do all of the outdoorsy stuff that normally makes me feel better and helps with my sobriety. So Iāve been feeling a bit stir crazy. Hence the three books, two paintings, one crochet rug and piano lessons all on the go.
Itās all helping, I love having lots of creative outlets. But yes, Iāve been in a bit of a state of unrest/unease.
How are you going Matt? I hope things have been easier for you x
Youāll feel so much better tomorrow if you stay strong tonight and get some rest instead of buying that bottle. You can do it.
Iām doing ok. Opening my business is taking me through a lot of intense emotional territory and I am working on finding healthy pressure releases for stress.
Did you know having fun is an outlet for stress? You probably did - but for me this is a new learning It might sound strange but I am learning how to have fun and be spontaneous Inserting little moments of fun in my day
That why I turned vegetarian. Lovely creatures, I thought well why do I eat them?
When the pain becomes greater than the solution. We will always seek the easier softer way. Every one has different rock bottoms. But solution is right there in front of us. All we have to have have is the willingness to pick up the kit of spiritual tools that are laid at our feet. There is an old expression. You can lead a horse to water but you canāt make him drink it. He has to willing to do that on his own. It must come from within us and a higher power makes that possible.
Morning everybody. Checking in day 10. Stay positive about what youāre doing, and concentrate on staying sober/clean just for today.
I eat plantbased as well for 5 years. And before that 17 years vegetarian.
Love cows. They look like an abstract object with all squares and corners and black and white and they have beautiful eyelashes
Day 1853 today.
Hey all, checking in on day 781. I hope everybody has a good one!
Day 783 clean and sober. Wow so many milestones I canāt keep up which is AWESOME!!! Congratulations to everyone Iām really proud of you all!!! Working second shift tonight and tomorrow to cover another employee whoās on vacation, Iām going to find something fun to do before I go into work today at 12:30. Thatās cool @GOKU2019 we could grab coffee sometime bro! I hope everyone has a fantastic day today, love you guys!!!
Feeling good but a little apprehensive about all the work I owe. Also about how well things are going. Paranoid that a trigger will happen or a just 1 craving opportunity. Letās take it 1 hour at a time!
Sometimes we just have them days ! Keep up the good work tho