Thank you brother!!! 
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I havenāt done that in almost 35 years. I remember how good the fresh strawberries taste!
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Thanks @Dazercat . That means a lot. 
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Thanks Kat! Itās wonderful to see u working ur program too! Thise days are really adding up fast! I would love to eat ārealā strawberries 
. Iām sure everyone appreciated ur gesture!
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Checking in on day 15
Todays has been my regular day off; cleaning my house in the morning, some reading at the pool in the afternoon, and now I just did the workout and burpee challenge! 
Time to take a shower, make some nice dinner and watch some 
Tomorrow a friend of mine is coming to visit, and sheāll bring over a 4-week old kitty she has rescued and is now fostering/bottle feedingā¦ looking forward to meeting little Alma! (I wonāt keep her!) Today I didnāt drink, Iām proud! 
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Day 23 free from alcohol
Day 4 freed from toxic guy
I am fineā¦ Had a good day with parents and brother for Sunday family meeting, chilling, cooking, eating, laughingā¦ And a short swim workout in the morning.
All in I am fine.
But today have a bit of cravingsā¦
For both of the addictive things.
I donāt knowā¦ It is later in the evening, peach ice tee with Stevia on Ice is ready for me.
I will do some split screen / fast forwardig methodā¦ Most helpful for me when i am craving. Never used it for the toxic relationship, but itās easy to copy, because he acted in the same patterns everyā¦ fuckingā¦ time!!!
Shitlist maybe helpful again and to bring it into positive perspectiveā¦ some meditation with nice affirmation for love and relationships when going to bed.
Ok thatās the plan! I will prepare a little dinner snack now! Haloumi Cheese on Tomatoes with lemon and garlic
I am thankful, for sobriety until here!
Sending love 
Take care 
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Love ur plan!! Ur doing amazing!!!
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This almost got a spit take. Hilarious 
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Iāve just googled spit take 
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Checking in 110 days off the sauce. Same song and dance. Chillin with my son and abuela is in town from Argentina. Bout to swim in the pool and go to the playground. Maybe grab some lunch before work. Have a great day everyone, breath, and be kind to one another. Much love!
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All ten of my angelfish went into shock. Looks like two may survive. Iāve had them for three years. In case you wondered, yes, you can become attached to fish. Iām in mourning right now 
Going to still empty the tank and reseal it but it might be awhile before I get any more.
Iām grateful I gave them a good life and this wasnāt my fault through neglect due to addiction.
Iām grateful to know these feelings too will pass.
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Goood job!! Happy for you to reach 6 months of freedom! On to the next 6! 
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Oh nooooo! Iām so sorry!
Yes! Yes you can get attached to fish. I still miss my red belly pacu and its been gone for 13years. He was massive.
Im so sorry for your loss. My sincere condolences.
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Thank u so much!!! Excited for that 1 year milestone for sure! But ODAAT tho haha How have u been doing?
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Im so sorry about your fish @SassyBoomer
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79 days alcohol free
8060 days meth free
I havenāt used this thread yet, or at least I dont think I have 
Checking in to say early sobriety still sucks. Lol if I had remembered that maybe I wouldnāt have went out hell bent on being an alcoholic also 4 years ago but it is what it is and here I am in early sobriety again with all its emotional ups and downs.
I am grateful to be sober, just not super grateful for the emotional swings 
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Omg this is awful!!! Iām so sorry 
I really feel for u. I cried even when my 1st eel died and I had her for like 1 week. I couldnāt imagine having them for soo long and this happening. Huge huge hugs š«
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sending you some hugs x
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Glad ur still posting and fighting in an environment that has a lot of alcohol accessible. Hope you look back on this time and are glad you spent it fighting and not spiraling. 
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Day 162
My body is tired. I have work tomorrow and wish i didnt. Errands. I spent so much money. Some good discounts but still. My birthday weekend is a good enough time to get myself presents. Desperately needed new pants, and a shelf. Investing in shelves and bins to try and manage adhd.
Fell asleep before tidying last night, but i did for 30 min this morning and will set the timer soon. This morning i also wiped down the kitchen and organized the cleaning closet.
I will not be 30 and live in a pit! I have a plan to build a healthy cleaning habit with 2 things to help me ground (and probably āreparentā):
- 15 minute nightly cleaning, on a timer.
- the understanding that ādishes are non negotiable.ā
Even though i am tired. Going to watch cleantok and get what i need to have done, done tonight.
Update: wound up working for 36 minutes and am still not done 
i hope i get up early enough and work is ok tomorrow.
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