#Day 1426
One day before holiday to Turkey.
Busy with house chorus and getting to much stuff in a to small bag
Because of a lack of personal at the airport Schiphol a lot of luggage is getting lost. So we decided to go without it and only use handluggage.
Within 1 houre my neighbor is here to talk about how to take care of our cat and plants. I think she will be flabbergasted to see how many plants I have
Still in my āthinking modusā because of the bad craving I had last saturday. But overall feeling ok.
I missed this! congrats my friend! youāre walking the walk!
I was having a pretty rough weekend. My husband and I got into a nasty fight and I was all set to hate my one day off (Sunday) this week.
Apologies were given and I think that was one of our moments where we really just needed to get things off our chests to re-connect.
Today we rode bikes to our state fair, 5 miles each way, and ate delicious fried foods and walked 13,000 happy steps. We saw livestock and arts and crafts and enjoyed each others company. After our ride home we cooked a healthy meal and watched Thirteen Lives which was tense and awesome.
Tomorrow I am 6 months alcohol free. I think the upcoming milestone messed with my head a bit but this weekend was a great reminder that when things are tough you just keep going. Today was a wonderful day and many times I was able to remind myself how easily I could spoil it by adding alcohol.
I still have a lot of work to do, mostly on letting loved ones see the real me without my screen of alcohol that was always up but Iām getting better each day. Happy sober day friends. Keep going.
1164
Coffee. One day off. Still very warm and hoping a storm shows up and brings us some later. In the meanwhile Iām not going to do too much. Iāll try to think up something nice to cook. Read some in my new recovery-from-trauma book. Pet Luna. Iām on for a day free from whatever. Sober and clean.
Have as good a day as you all can friends. Make it sober and clean. Itās the first condition to a healthier happier better life for all of us. One day at a time. Love from Amstel train station last night.
Congratulations on your 6 months Dana!! Feeling happy for you, after all your struggles, youāre doing so great!
Congratulations to your 20 sober days!
Day 19 messed up dreams last night did run out of sleepers so could be down to that still hot as hell hurry up tomorrow
binge watching 911 on Disney + happy Monday sober people
Day 6 Ā½
@Axsis Serious numbers, bro. Keep it up!
@SoberWalker Have fun in Turkey, send us a postcard!
@TrustyBird Iām glad your day worked out well in the end. Congratulations on 6 months!
@Mno Iām seriously going to start posting pictures of Topeka.
Something weird happened last night when I was meditating. I was almost asleep then āBang!ā my right ear felt like someone jammed a red hot nail into my eardrum. Even after coming to full consciousness it hurt for a second or two. Has this happened to anyone else?
Went back to sleep and rested well. Too well. I woke up at 4:30 wide awake. Donāt have to be at my appointment until 9:30 so I just tossed and turned and gave up. Figured Iād start with breakfast, so I mixed up some pancake. One great big 7" pancake, because in 'Murica nothingās done until itās overdone.
Nothing left to do now except the dishes I shouldāve done last night and wait. Iāll get back if anything interesting happens. Peace, fam!
DAY 730
Yes, today is the 2nd anniversary of my sobriety. Its an incredible journey ā¦
I am blessed and grateful to be here at 730 daysā¦
I joined this community in December 2019, relapsed many times until August 2020. Iāve never stopped trying. Every day I read and listened to the journeys of different people. I did #dailycheckin here.
Most importantly, I accepted my own reality, accepted that it was a disease and that alcohol was not good for me and I couldnāt drink like normal people. I used all the Sober toolbox that felt good to me to heal.
This is now my way of life
Never give up trying. Do what works for you, believe itās worth itā¦
Proud instead of feel embarrassment,
calm breathing instead of heart palpitations,
beautiful moments that I remember every moment of instead of unforgettable moments.
Love you TS fam , thanks for all your support
Huge congrats Sunny!!! Celebrate!!!
Day 27
Weāll day 27 had some urges yesterday with all the stress of the baby mama wanting to move 200 miles away while 4 months pregnant with my babyā¦ says she needs space and wants to re evaluate when it gets closer to the baby being born. But we all know how thatās gonna goā¦ weāll hereās to day 27
80 days AF
8061 days Mefh free
Good morning. Checking in on my day off. I have a few appointments to run my daughter to and being at the tail end of a cold I still have the ( I dont wannas) lol I will but Iād rather stay in bed lol
Hope everyone has a wonderful AF day out there
Day 24
I need a lot of food and resting today
Had a shake with banana, blueberries, oats, riceprotein and linseed oil for breakfast.
For lunch a huuuge salad with tomatoes, cucumber, avocado, mango, chick peas, roasted chicken beast, olive oil, lemon juice and chili.
For dessert a Alpro Skyr Joghurt natural with Stevia and chopped dark chocolate (straciatella style, very delicious! ).
And believe it or notā¦ It is 2 pm and I am like "Okayā¦ WHATāS NEXT?"
I will stay sober and maybe go to swimming in the outdoor pool in the later evening.
Sending love
Take care
Hey all, checking in on day 792. I hope everybody has a good one!
Congratulations Dana. This is the happiest thing to wake up to this morning.
Iām so proud of and happy for you.
Woozers!!
Congratulations on your 2 years of freedom Sunny.
Iām glad you never gave up trying. Thatās what itās all about.
Iām so happy and proud of ya.
Thank you Eric ,
Thank you Mno
Major congratulations! So glad to have been with you on this journey since the beginning! Ups and downs for us both. Youāve done an amazing job. So happy for you and I hope you are proud!