Mélanie… You are so reflected… Love your post and how you describe dealing with emotions!
I made similar experiences coping with emotions… It is a bit harder for a short time to feel things so clearly, but not putting it away (with any kind of diversion like alcohol, drugs, nonsense sex, shopping, eating) is not solving it and not making me able to reflect and work with it.
Feeling it, even for a short time … Naming it, makes it smaler and brings ease. I will try your technique to “say basic things”… Thank you for that!
Hey heres a hug
Iv called the crisis team before, i hope you can get the support you need right now.
Im thinking of you and im here if you need a chat xxx
Sending you strength and love. No need to be disappointed, easy said I know (look who’s talking ). Going through this sober shows a tremendous progress……
Day 34. Tomorrow is a meeting with an attorney to figure stuff out. Get a plan. Monday is the first of four court dates over the next five weeks. Staying sober. Scared to death.