@headifcow courage my friend! I am one day ahead. Day 2 here
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Checking in
Day 219
Busy day so far for me. Its almost 2pm and I got my workout in. Have eaten well all day. Ran 1 errand and then did some serious cleaning in the apartment.
Recovery wise: Im good! Have been getting the urge to go back thru my old treatment centre binders and therapy binders for awhile now. Ive ignored this urge except i think tomorrow i might glance at them. Just to see if anything is there that might help me in my recovery. I havent been praying as much lately tho. Thats sort of a concern for me. I usually remember half way thru the day (like right now lol). So after this check in i will pray. Otherwise feeling fabulous! Currently loving the beautiful autumn day we are having! God is good and life is great!
Hugs TS fam!
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Day 641
Quit calm now. Rough time yesterday talking to my parents about what happened in the past just a little bit. Called them this morning how they were doing. They were ok, my mother said she didnāt feel guilt about what happened just that she hoped she had noticed it. Triggered some not so nice feelings. Most important she heard me. Another thread on forgiveness I just read remembered me of what I need to do. Was getting there but discussion there helped make it stronger. Itās ok, they are them an I am I. Need to start taking care of myself. Psychiatrist advices some raspiridon, read a bit about it. Geus Iām going to polity decline. Iāve got this 
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days AF today!!!
I never went longer than 12 days without boozing up ever since I was 13. Even going thru rehab at 16 (90 days) I drank every other weekend at my dads. I would only own drug addiction, and was convinced drinking wasnt a problem FOR ME. that WAS 30+ years AGO, way too long, Iām happy to have my life back now 
!!!
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TOUGH LOVE - Iāve been watching your journey and admiring your attitude, donāt spoil it by justifying a relapse. Day 10 it is a little bit wiser for it. Iāve had so many day 1s but if I hadnāt I would be about 5 years sober, doesnāt sound right does it?
Congrats on your 10 days 
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Nice one mate real happy for you 
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Day 200
Last day in the disgusting basement
Therapy friday
Got a bunch of free food but still have very little money 
Need to follow through on my plan to build things to sell
Glad for the sunshine.
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Sometimes people donāt acknowledge exactly what we want them to. But Iām glad you were able to get what you needed to off your chest. Great job on 641
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Iām happy for ya. Congrats on your triple digits. Your kicking assāļø
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Brother!! Thatās awesome. Really inspiring. I am a ways behind you but well on my way. I know you already will but keep it up man.
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