I Believe in you too 
we are all here for you.
Day 7 for me. Didnât think Iâd get back here, but here I am.
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So far so good today. Traveling in a car so no drinking. I donât plan on having an when I arrive either.
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I didnât sneak it into the house, I just brought it back to Plattsburgh to this guyâs friends house. The staff doesnât care what we do outside the house. But no they wouldnât want it in the house. So I had the guy meet me at the gym and he brought it to his friends house. So it was snuck back in a sense which I wasnât happy about. Iâm already in the process of getting it back home and told on myself one of the councilors
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Thanks! Last night was better 
Start of day six. I can tell my fuse is a little short today. Gonna just try to woosahhhhh my way through it. Have a good day everyone.
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Hey Rob,
Come to Germany! As a plumber you get really rich nowadays, because we donât have enough handyman anymore.
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Checking in. Itâs been awhile.
No extra added sugar 2 Weeks
Been busy and doing really well since my last check in. Iâm grateful for my Al-Anon meetings. Iâm grateful to be blessed to be working 2 recovery programs. Iâm grateful I have those programs. I may not follow them exactly but I will have them. Iâm grateful I love and live with a constant reminder I never want to go back to drinking again.
Iâm grateful to know this to be true 
Once alcohol is in the system the body wants more. The desire to drink gets the first drink in. The first drink does the rest of it.
Letâs not pick up that first drink today!
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Congrats on day 6 Crafty. I spent a lot of time apologizing my first few weeks. Over and over again. Sometimes people, especially loved ones, forgot I had quit drinking. And I was soooo angry I canât drink like a normie.
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Day 7!!
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Day 10. Feeling great. Yoga everyday. 2 week mark here I come.
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I would love to live in Germany! The only problem with plumbing is my back wonât last but a year longer in the trade the surgeon told me so Iâd have to learn something else 
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Congratulations on your 10 days Emily.
Great job 
Congrats on your marriage!!!
Good job.
Donât forget that the drugs are just a symptom of our disease. We need to stay ontop of our behavior.
Honesty
Open-mindedness
Willingness
If you donât have honesty you have nothing. I am proud of you for seeing your behavior for what it was and calling yourself out. Stay on your toes, this disease is cunning and powerful.
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How about computer repair?
Day 40 free from alcohol
Day 21 free from toxic guy
I am sooooo fĂcking relaxed 
Bike ride yesterday in the evening in the inner city was very cool, even feeled save on the way back in the dark. 
Group therapy was⊠I donât know, bit annoying! 
This morning i had a short yoga sequence and afterwards a swim workout (with new training partner) of 3000 meters 
⊠So I finished month August in total with 45km which is approximately 28 miles! Waaahaaaa⊠Call me queen
By the way⊠New swim partner and beginning friendship has NOT gone⊠Of cause!
He is happy to know me. I am relaxed, my anxiety was not appropriate. He is contacting me, we have a lot of fun, talking, swimming, sometimes flirting. I try to save this good experience and overwrite old shit⊠And enjoy! 
I took the cold shower again after workout and cuddled me in my warm clothes afterwards. This is such a wellness feeling.
Lunch was glutenfree gnochi with homemade tomato sauce and Parmesan and as dessert a vegan protein bar with peanuts. 
After that I had a looooing Siesta Napping and hanging around my bed.
For dinner I will have some Turkish Köffte
and salad. 
Rest of yesterdayâs pumpkin quiche is freezed (for the bad times 
)!
I donât have cravings⊠Not for alcohol and not for toxic relationship-shit.
Soo passionate with sports. 
I will hop on the mat for some yoga before dinner.
Sending muuuuuuch love
Take care and stay sober! 
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Back to day one checking in after taking a break for a while! Day 15 clean of self harm! So proud of myself!
I finally gave myself to God. And just studying the Smith Wigglesworth devotional and reading my Bible for the past couple days have really helped me!
Im honestly tired of beating around the bush. (Iâll make a post about it feel free to read and comment help and advice needed)
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Iâm sorry that they werenât more understanding. That must have been so hard.
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Oh no. I didnât mean they werenât understanding. They were very understanding and supportive. They Just simply forgot i had quit drinking. And that was why I was so irritable and angry at everything. And my apologies we very appreciated and a good reminder for them about what I was doing.
And it was hard.
But it got easier.
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Nice to hear from you Eric, and that youâre doing fine! I already thought so that have been a bit quiet lately! 
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