Checking in daily to maintain focus #48

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Day 1,787.

The first fall Saturday of the year. Weather is cool and sunny. This should really be a national holiday.

Packing up the tiny humans and going to my friends farm to pick pumpkins and pet cows. Then apple picking with my friends and their kids. Then Halloween movie at night (don’t @ me, Halloween season started weeks ago).

Seems like a normal day to some but these really are those amazing days I get in sobriety. I have the choice to be happy and I’m definitely making that choice today.

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Nicely done 300 AF days! Congratulations, mate!:confetti_ball:

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It is really hard to see the reality, when the Benzos don’t take the edge of things. During me detox I cried a whole day, because the effects of the Benzos diminished over time.

I feel your pain.:fist_right:t2:

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Just gonna… boop

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Day 64 AF
Day 55 tox-free

Hi there…

Hungry but no Appétit. I hate that :grimacing:
Don’t know what to eat. :ghost::eyes:

Feeling a bit lost today, but it’s okay. :cherry_blossom::heartpulse:

Still catched by a post by Mno yesterday about accepting void and silence and integrating it as a part of life. :pray:t2:

I don’t think I’m that good at following my needs today … What do i need?

  • Food as i am hungry
  • A longer nap as my body is tired

I will cook this fucking broccoli now :rofl::broccoli:
make some grilled tofu and
peanut butter sauce! :peanuts::hot_pepper:
Eat and go to bed for a holy afternoon nap! :panda_face:

Tonight there is strength workout and swimming on the plan :weight_lifting_woman: :swimming_woman:t2:

Sending positive vibes and love! :heartpulse:
Take care and have a sober weekend :v:t2:

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I starting to cross the fingers from now on.:crossed_fingers::crossed_fingers::wink:

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I thought that one can not accumulate sleep in beforehand?:thinking:

Is the museum about the zoo?

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I hear that! I’m doing my best to be in the process, and allow whatever this is to pass and not go crazy…. One more day sober. That’s something. Hope today is better for both of us! For all of us!

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Hello all,

Checking in on Day 1,520.

Chris

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Do you stay in a tent at the festival?

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Day 85 was better than 84….one more day.

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Well done! One fine month of soberness!:tada:

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Sounds like a fabulous start into autumn. Cool outdoor actions during acceptable weather!:green_apple::apple::green_apple::apple::green_apple:

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Short answer: yes

Long answer: yes, of course it is

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Noice! You did your first month!

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Congratulations!

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What has this broccoli ever done to you, that you are so harsh in calling him names?:open_mouth::thinking::wink:

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Nope, but one of the best Christmas movie, IMHO.:smile::wink:

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Congratulations @Imcrafty!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Way to go!!! 1 month is HUGE!!! Super proud of you. Hope u enjoy ur day!

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