Day 385 checking in odaat
Checking in on day 3. Iām glad I made the decision to get back on track with my sobriety and to come back to this community. Iām only a few days in but Iām very determined.
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Coffee. One more late shift and then a 3 day personal weekend yay! I feel Iām climbing out of a little funk I was in. Thanks to this place, and also thanks to work where I had a very nice talk with the group of clients Iām responsible for. Sometimes my training as a nurse in combination with my experience as an addict works so well. Just sometimes thereās real contact and I see growth. Makes me feel glad and proud to do the work I do (I work in a detox facility btw).
I could never have done this work would I not have been sober and clean for some time now. And worked my ass off on my personal journey of discovery after I became sober and clean. One day at a time. Have as good a day as you all can friends. Love from Buena Vista CO, three years ago today.
@AEGFletcher Maybe itās time for a change of scene? A change of activity? I discovered hiking as an alternative to the cycling I already did. Love it. Just an example. We can grow weary and tired of things. It happens. Good it gave you so much in the passed years. And congrats on 49 days of freedom.
@dani_x Just keep going one day at a time and youāll never be stopped. Congrats on two days. Weāre in this together.
Tonight I saw my first ever sober concert. I got to see Ani Difranco perform and it was a lot of fun. Iāve been to many concerts in my days but never a concert sober.
I ran into a lot of people I knew. Some I stopped to chat with but most I didnāt. I gave myself permission to be shy in a situation that could have been overwhelming and it turned out for the best.
I also saw a few people that I knew but have never really liked. Drinking me would have gone up to say hi to be nice, sober me uses my time more wisely. I wished them well in my head and didnāt fake a conversation.
Tonight I respected my limits, relied on a truly kind friend for support, stood in a crowd and didnāt feel the need to escape and was entertained by someone whose music Iāve admired for decades. Here is to many more sober social situations. Iām learning that the first one is the most awkward but if I respect myself and my feelings it can be fun.
Why arenāt you still on sick leave, when you have gastritis?
Maybe on your side of the planet.
Here itās got freaking cold.
Thanks for the nice sunrise picture!
I know this feeling and being afraid, that when I start with something I will get bored. Itās really mean, because one canāt enjoy things just the way they are.
Iām feeling fine, no pain or sickness
Day 851. Woke up exhausted this morning, emotions have been running really high lately, thank you full moon Iām sorry youāre going through a hard time @Alycia! Maybe spend some time in nature and chill out for a bit? It seems to really help me when Iām going through it, even if I just sit. Just a thought. I hope everyone has an amazing day today, love you guys!!!
Hello all,
Checking in on Day 1,538.
God Bless!
Hey all, checking in on day 849. I hope everybody has a good one!
Day 18. Just checking in. Have a great day everyone.
Ani! How cool. I saw her when I was in college, 20-ish, before all the drinking even began. Sheās a beautiful human with amazing talent. Iām happy to hear you had such a great experience. Sober shows for the win!
Day 15. Have a great day
Checking in! I think I said my days wrong yesterday haha Anyway, 36 days sober and starting day 37.
I didnāt eat so great last night, so woke up craving a really unhealthy breakfast. Took some time to center myself and made a nutritious breakfast I enjoy. Feeling a little better but tired. Off work today so planning some good exercise, household chores, and a couple things off the to do list.
Day 661, approaching the devils number although I believe there is also a more positive meaning
Worked my first two hours today. My internal reintegration is in another part of the company I used to work. Some are really eager to get me back there. Really positive, but have to guard my boundaries and stick to the 2 times 2 hour per week. Itās a nice assignment and it was good to be among my colleagues, who are quit new to me.
After getting back I finished some things in the home office, this evening a friend is helping with picking up a desk which doesnāt fit in my car. Itās a tennis friend, first time I asked him for help. So getting somewhat out of my comfort zone, which feels good. Go to the shop to cook a nice dinner. Approximately two weeks no microwave dinner or take-away.
Medication seems to work, the edges are somehow of my thoughts on my trauma. They are less on the front. So geus the psychiatrist knows what he is doing, since I still feel quit natural and not like a zombie I was afraid of. Would be better without meds, but it is what it is.
Which you all a great day
Hey everybody! I am about 2 years, 7 months and 19 days in my recovery journey. I am remembering it is ONE DAY AT A TIME. I have a lot of good news. I am feeling amazing ! I am learning how to reach out to more women addicts in recovery. My goal is to call an addict a day so I can be more connected. I also got a new AMAZING sponsor. I see her and my sponsee sister tonight at our womanās meeting. I am excited !!! I love my meeting. I canāt wait to see everyone. I am also having a good day. I keep feeling so happy. I love being happy i am so happy today!!! I love being clean. I love recovery. I also have a job interview at 10:30! I hope it goes well. I am looking forward to my day. I have school as well, maybe going to Target to get food. And my meeting tonight. I am happy about everything my HP is giving me. I can say He is my friend have an awesome day everyone
Happy day ten friend. I hope today starts going a little smoother and that you get to snuggle down in bed ASAP
It was my first time hearing her live and my friendās 20th. I teared up when she played As Is. Thatās how Iāll take myself now.