I am triggered by the guy I get in zero contact 104 days ago again. Just saw, that he tried to call again yesterday and today!! 
Can’t let hide this information by my mobile in total!
I have thoughts of…
Was I to hard?
Maybe it would work?
And I have thoughts of just changing my number and finally be lost forever!
(he doesn’t know where I live, we always met at his apartment) as @CATMANCAM recommended yesterday!
