Checking in daily to maintain focus #50

Thank you!!!

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Thank you!!

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Day 1878. Doing the co-parenting thing kinda sucks especially this time of year. First year not having the kiddos Christmas morning. I’m sure tomorrow will be tough at first.

Instead of sitting in it for long I decided to do Christmas today. I, and my kids, aren’t super concerned with when Jesus (who was Middle Eastern for anyone who is counting) was born so today is as good as any to have Christmas.


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I am praying everyone has a fantastic Merry Christmas clean and sober with your family and friends!! :heart::grinning::pray:

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It was tough but I’m okay now. I was attacked by an anonymous man walking home. I don’t remember anything about it but apparently I was unconscious on the floor being attacked. The guy I was talking about saw it happen and came to my rescue. He dragged me away but tripped and fell on my leg and snapped the bones. So that part was an accident. But I’m get annoyed at this guy for playing a victim :joy::joy:
The man who attacked me is unknown and was not caught by the police. It has been emotional but I’m walking without crutches now. I can’t run but can hop and skip :joy: going back to kickboxing in January to get fit again but it will be a long time before I can kick with my left leg.
:muscle::muscle: thanks you and congratulations on your achievements :pray:

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I’m checking in. Day 78

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Checking in on day 49. Nothing to report, just happy to be maintaining sobriety during the holidays.

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Checking in on day 100. Merry Christmas everyone :christmas_tree: the holidays can be tough soon hope you can find something to bring you peace and joy.

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Congratulations on hitting the triple digits!!! :smiley:

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What a terrible experience! I am not at all surprised you have lasting effects!

メリークリスマス皆さん :christmas_tree::tada:! Merry Christmas everyone!

I got woken up at 5:30, made my daughter stay in bed until 6. Now up and she has her new clothes on playing Animal Crossing.

Have a great day all. Stay sober.

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Checking in
Day 314
Todat has been half decent. My boy is still sick BUT… we found out thru his lab results what he has. He has RSV. Caught it from school. Definitly feeling the guilt about sending him to school on monday and tuesday :frowning: although how would i have known honestly. I thought i was making the right decision. As for meds, there isnt much that can be done. Just taking care of any symptoms is all I can do until this runs its course.
I am doing better mentally. I prayed hard this morning. Listened to worship music. Just took time to connect. And to really feel what i was praying about.
Hope everyone is doing okay right noe during the holiday season.
:butterfly:

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Struggling tonight. We are having guests over for dinner. Way too many people in a small house. Everyone will be drinking. There’s a whole bar set up. I struggle with too many people and want to escape. I’m not going to drink, because I wouldn’t be able to justify it to my sister. I know that sounds weird. I want to hide in my room. My anxiety is horrible already and guests aren’t here yet.

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Day 434 AF

Couldn’t sleep for shit last night. I went to sleep like at 6am. Idk my head was messing with me, and I had to wake for last minute Xmas gifts. We’re chilling at my in-law’s right now. A few people are drinking, but I am good. Don’t need it. I’m busy with my 3 year old.

Happy holidays to everyone! Stay strong, fam. We got this!

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Checking in day 111! I like that number :slight_smile: My partner went to detox today like we discussed, and is lined up with a 30 day program after. I’m happy for him. Since my sickness turned out to be covid, I didn’t get to attend any festivities for Christmas Eve and won’t for Christmas either, so kind of lonely days. Though tomorrow I’m technically working from home (but not expecting any real work to do hopefully). No urge to drink- today I did a lot of cleaning which will continue tomorrow- gonna try to find something good to watch while I stay cozy from the cold.

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3 year olds are always moving, ,:smile::smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

Glad y’all are tucked in warm and safe.

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Beautiful kids! :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: your son is growing out of his baby stage; he’s a little boy now, :hugs:

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He’s practically an adult :sob:

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I got such a sweet card from a friend tonight. Along with some amazing handmade pieces! I am such a lucky woman to have people like her in my corner :heart::heart:

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Aww what a beautiful note! Hugs @Scorpn

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