461 Days and aren’t an I glad !! As I had a using dream last night, and thought I was back in that mess it was a strong one and I woke up and seen i was in bed in my cosy little room and the relief set it but also a weird feeling because i felt like the old days.
I’m so glad I had this dream, although it has made me feel slightly off I needed a dark reminder of what those days felt like… I had such strong cravings over Xmas and this I feel will help when they come again a little nudge of reminding me of the dark side.
Have a lovely day everyone 
I’m still waking up