Hahaha that made me laugh bcuz i realize how silly that must sound. I havent owned snow pants in decades lol back home in manitoba tho, i used to have to layer my pants bcuz it was soo cold. Thinking back it would have been easier to just buy snow pants.
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Hallo Julia,
ich freue mich, dass es Dir weiterhin gut geht.
Ich war vor kurzem auch tanken und war total erstaunt darĆ¼ber, wie viele FlachmƤnnersorten und Mengen es in der Tankstelle gibt.
Man sollte ja nicht vergessen, dass man alkoholisiert nicht fahren soll, aber wann trinkt man denn ansonsten diese Mini-Variante?
Ich hoffe, dass Deine Woche gut gestartet ist,
Matti
Dang, sorry. This should have been a PM.
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Thank you for sharing ur experience 
i have had this sense of fear since about 8 months clean or so bit it has intensified pretty bad over the past week. I love what you say about valuing your existence now, bcuz thats exactly how i feel. Which is really a good thing!
I do have to practice faith over fear for sure. I think I really have to get into that more bcuz that fear is pretty heightened in my life right now. I will be doing that today and see how i feel thank you!
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Yes, sir! 5 sober months for you! Congratulations!
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@Butterflymoonwoman That is such a lot of understandable fear to be carrying around. Are there support groups for parents of children with chronic health issues that you could attend?
@KarenKW Congratulations on 30 days! It is something to be proud of.
@Fury Good luck with the new job!
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Day 1, been here many times but thatās ok, Iām here again with new determination
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Congratulations to your new employment! It sounds really good!
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1582 days af. Happy to be free of booze. Have a great day sobriety seeking fellows 
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Haha I do this 
I thought I was the only one 
Leggings, regular pants for the day, and sweat pants on top.
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Thats EXACTLY what i do!!! In that order also haha thats sooo funny 
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Thats actually not a bad idea to look into. I wonder if there is? Ill have to do some research. Thank u for the suggestion friend. Hope u have an amazing day
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Day 128
The morning started very very cold and with some missing trains 
I was in such a bad mood this morning, not only because of the train situation. To be honest I donāt know why I was so angry. Woke up: angry 
Tried to post something here but realized āDo you really want to spread this bad mood? You donāt even know whatās wrong!ā so I deleted what I wrote and thought āFirst give this day a chance. If youāre still angry later, post about itā.
Now my mood improved a lot 
The day was okay most of the time.
My gums are better but the infection is still there, I canāt chew without pain. So I called my dentist, sheāll take care of it tomorrow. Iāll lose some working hours but itās my health. I only have this one.
I wouldnāt do this if Iād still drink. Iād manage this on my own somehow and make it worse in the end.
So, Iām proud of myself for managing this day better as I thought I would.
I wish someone who struggles the same experience. In the morning you may think āshitty day aheadā but in the end it becomes a quite good one and maybe you even learned some lessions 
Have a beautiful sober day friends and stay strong 
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Same in every damn grocery store at the cashier. Tiny bottles of Rum or Wodka. What the heck?
I never understood that. But Gas stations? Ooof 
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Thank you very much, Kind regards!
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Today is not off to a great start. Iāll elaborate when I get home, but for now I just wanted to talk because itās shaping up into a drinking day.
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