Thank you for sharing ur experience 
i have had this sense of fear since about 8 months clean or so bit it has intensified pretty bad over the past week. I love what you say about valuing your existence now, bcuz thats exactly how i feel. Which is really a good thing!
I do have to practice faith over fear for sure. I think I really have to get into that more bcuz that fear is pretty heightened in my life right now. I will be doing that today and see how i feel thank you!
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Yes, sir! 5 sober months for you! Congratulations!
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@Butterflymoonwoman That is such a lot of understandable fear to be carrying around. Are there support groups for parents of children with chronic health issues that you could attend?
@KarenKW Congratulations on 30 days! It is something to be proud of.
@Fury Good luck with the new job!
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Day 1, been here many times but that’s ok, I’m here again with new determination
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Congratulations to your new employment! It sounds really good!
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1582 days af. Happy to be free of booze. Have a great day sobriety seeking fellows 
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Haha I do this 
I thought I was the only one 
Leggings, regular pants for the day, and sweat pants on top.
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Thats EXACTLY what i do!!! In that order also haha thats sooo funny 
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Thats actually not a bad idea to look into. I wonder if there is? Ill have to do some research. Thank u for the suggestion friend. Hope u have an amazing day
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Day 128
The morning started very very cold and with some missing trains 
I was in such a bad mood this morning, not only because of the train situation. To be honest I don’t know why I was so angry. Woke up: angry 
Tried to post something here but realized “Do you really want to spread this bad mood? You don’t even know what’s wrong!” so I deleted what I wrote and thought “First give this day a chance. If you’re still angry later, post about it”.
Now my mood improved a lot 
The day was okay most of the time.
My gums are better but the infection is still there, I can’t chew without pain. So I called my dentist, she’ll take care of it tomorrow. I’ll lose some working hours but it’s my health. I only have this one.
I wouldn’t do this if I’d still drink. I’d manage this on my own somehow and make it worse in the end.
So, I’m proud of myself for managing this day better as I thought I would.
I wish someone who struggles the same experience. In the morning you may think “shitty day ahead” but in the end it becomes a quite good one and maybe you even learned some lessions 
Have a beautiful sober day friends and stay strong 
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Same in every damn grocery store at the cashier. Tiny bottles of Rum or Wodka. What the heck?
I never understood that. But Gas stations? Ooof 
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Thank you very much, Kind regards!
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Today is not off to a great start. I’ll elaborate when I get home, but for now I just wanted to talk because it’s shaping up into a drinking day.
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