Congratulations on 60 days! 
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Yes girl! Congratulations
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I have been out of TS Jail for a whole week! GO TEAM GO! WHOO!
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Day 304
Spent 3 hours deep cleaning and cried yesterday. Cried and will do 15 minutes today. I wish i had a joint. I got a lot of free food today. And am going to make my car nicer.
Hope u all get good rest tonight. Goodnight
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First off, aww that was Soo sweet of the woman to gift you with a Timās card! Youāre one deserving lady!! 
But also, 
that was REALLY not cool of her for sharing your number without permission, let alone without permission to someone you donāt even know! Wow. Iām sorry. I think you handled it really well. And thereās only so much you could do. Heās in a different province, and like you said, you shared the resources you know of. I think thatās absolutely enough. I am glad she removed the message of your number! Iām sorry you had to deal with that. 
Iām sorry to hear your (second?) Cousin is struggling, and I hope he finds the help he needs. 
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I made it thru the day and still feel awful but meeting with the bosses went well. In pain with the devil organ but just pushing thru. I understand I need to work harder and set up some more safeguards. I will be working on that the next few days. Felt the need to say something and thanks for the replyās. Hoping for a better tomorrow.
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I am at
Days
85 substance free
2 (almost 3) self harm free
48 no restricting food
I was feeling pretty bummed the last few days (or more) and I felt like i couldnāt climb out of the depression. BUT I spent some time with my son. Just him and I for a āspecial dayā. I got him some winter boots, McDonaldās, and drove around a while and just talked with him. I told him how much i love him and told him how sorry I was for all the times I wasnāt as good of a mother I should have been to him. And he told me, he doesnāt know of a time when i wasnāt a good mom. Which hit me right in the feels (in a good way) and I told him, that even if he doesnāt remember a time, I do. And I am sorry. I am doing the best I can in the moment and always will. And I want him to know that he is loved and that I want the best for him.
It felt really good to have a real conversation with him and to apologize for who I was, and the not so great parts of his life that I feel responsible for. I hope he knows that he is loved. And he gave me a hug and told me he loves me too. And I nearly broke down right then and there. I have such a great son. And I am so lucky to have him.
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To be honestā¦ this is the first time ive ever heard of him. I mean i feel for him so much (as i do for anyone struggling with addiction). But i also realize that he needs to want the help and without actually talking to him, i have no clue where hes at. He lives in a province ive never been to so google is always a good bet for resources. Im not exactly sure what my mom was thinking when she automatically involved me lol. I dont think it was right at all that she gave out my number without asking me.
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Aweee i love this post so much! I want to heart it 1000x!! What a special moment btwn mother and son 
youre a good mom! And he loves u so much! I can tell 
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Day 10, itās been good. First day of welding school, itās been chill. I like the teacher, heās solid. Still looking for a job but Iāve got some leads on work
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Congratulations on your 5 days Jenny.
Welcome to TS
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Congratulations im so jellyš
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Day 1521.
Me: āMaybe Iāll watch some Netflix to get my mind off of things.ā
Netflix: āPlease add a payment method to continue watching.ā
Me:
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461 Days and arenāt an I glad !! As I had a using dream last night, and thought I was back in that mess it was a strong one and I woke up and seen i was in bed in my cosy little room and the relief set it but also a weird feeling because i felt like the old days.
Iām so glad I had this dream, although it has made me feel slightly off I needed a dark reminder of what those days felt likeā¦ I had such strong cravings over Xmas and this I feel will help when they come again a little nudge of reminding me of the dark side.
Have a lovely day everyone 
Iām still waking up
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Day 4. Something feels different this year. I have been reading about the harmful chemicals in a hangover which is never the part I used to focus on!
Hope youāre all enjoying sober January.
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Thank you for your support and kind words. It is Giralda Tower. Sevilla, Spain.
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Congratulations to your first 5 sober days!
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