Checking in daily to maintain focus #51

Morning all.

9 days down. Doing ok.

Wishing everyone strength.

Happy Wednesday.

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Day 550 Nicotine and AF

Hi Friends, sticking with sobriety and climbing the spiritual mountain , tough spot where Iā€™m trying to spot my delusions . I do feel the helping hand of the HP but at the same time Iā€™m scared.
Scared of the unknown in this Recovery and Healing.
Ty for the warmth nd caring guidance of the fellowship here.

ā€œThe fearing mind feels like thisā€, but itā€™s not me :+1::+1:
Have a great week All , night :sleeping:

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Checking in day 266. Had a super chill day off. Tomorrow going to do a small job with my partner and hit the slopes for a few. Shreddin the pow, shreddin the pounds has been working. Still contemplating about working at the resaraunt/bar. The money is great so im thinkin i might just do 3 days a week and have more time with the fam and be able to play soccer on thursdays. All stuff to think about. Happy to be in control of my decisions and have the options. Thanks for being here and sharing your experiences folks. Refreshing to hear everyones successes! Goodnight!

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Coming up on 9 months myself and was recently second guessing everything going on in my life. Work, relationships, everythingā€¦ thought about the drink multiple times. After months of not thinking about it at all. Thanks for sharing!

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Just a causual 4 months!

Super proud of me being alcohol free this long.
It has bettered my life so much.

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Your image is amazing with all the stars!! You can see Orionā€™s belt!
Congrats to everyone on each day that you have! It is always ODAAT!

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Itā€™s so great to see so many people do so well. It really helps me when I hear about otherā€™s successes, inspiring.
Checking in on day 304 :sparkling_heart:

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Day 11. Bad headache and bad dreams. I need to get things organized at work before taking a couple weeks off. I think it will be a major weight off my shoulders to take the time off. I need to prioritize my health right now.

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Congratulations :clap::tada::clap:!

Day 11

Nothing really new. Still sick. Just after I shaked off all that high temperature, started having a cough like crazy and it all moved down into bronchitis. I was thinking to go back to work yesterday, but Doctor did check up and said there is possibility that flu can go down to
pneumonia and so prescribed strong antibiotics. So on the other hand I am blessed. 11 days and now I canā€™t drink alcohol for real, on the other hand I really donā€™t even want to. Had few drinking dreams and that was a bit scary.
Sobriety feels like on autopilot lately, doing nothing, yet still sober. Watching some videos about sobriety. Rethinking. Rebuilding from inside. I know I need to do more for it. At least I need to do check-inā€™s daily. Just, I really have nothing much to say lately, feeling sick. Boring. I am really that introvert kind of person, and my social batteries feels drowned badly to the bottom zero 0%
:low_battery:
Not feeling in the mood to talk, but I will try my best :+1:

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Check in Day 19 AF

Up early this morning. I started pulling up the old hardwood yesterday and Iā€™m hoping to get most of it completed before work today. Im saying a little :pray: that more of the subfloor I uncover is in good condition like I have seen so far. If thatā€™s the case I may be able to change it to a patch job instead of replacing all of it, which will save several hundreds of dollars. Crossing my fingers, but not getting my hopes up. This house has done nothing but throw me curve balls since Iā€™ve started working on it last year.

My boss called me pessimistic yesterday, and I had to respectfully disagree :rofl: I am a realist.

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Did you went icebathing again? At the moment are -2 Ā°C in Lower Saxony and you arenā€™t far away.

Congrats on 4 months @2JTravNZ :muscle:

@Scorpn
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Congratulations

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Hello all,

Checking in on Day 1,636 Sober.

Thanks!

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Congratulations to beautiful double digits!:ok_hand:t2:

Alcohol doesnā€™t really help with anxiety. When you are lucky, you have some few hours of dulled feelings. After this your brain tries to regain balance and your up to an anxiety shitshow up to days.

Been there, did that got the T-shirt.:wink:

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Hey all, checking in on day 948. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Triple digits for you, Mā€™Lady!:confetti_ball::tada::confetti_ball::tada::confetti_ball:

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ā€œNo hopeā€ in which way? I try to understand, what exactly you mean?

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Free myself out of this toxic job situation.
Being able to manage my addictions.
Heal depression.
Become happy.

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Nicely done! :heavy_check_mark:

Four month of freedom!:+1:t2:

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