That was the first ever picture of her, the one above is her the other day.
Congratulations
Happy to hear the good news, such a boss
Itās an intense game and I wholly recommend it. Feelings will arise but I left feeling good
Day 66. Survived work. Actually showered this morning. But the depression and fatigue continue. Slept horribly last night. And never quite recovered today. Iām going to try to cook something for dinner. But not sure I have the energy.
Oh of course, silly me.
Sheās a cutie
Itās gone midnight, so Iām just gonna leave this here. Iām sat here, with Married at First Sight in the background, feeling emotional as fuck. (And itās got nothing to do with the trash tellyshow). Iām fucking doing this sobriety thing. Iām working at it. Hard. And itās not easy, but Iām here. This time last year I was heading towards a complete mental breakdown that escalated to the point of me almost being sectioned in an Eastern European mental hospital. It wasnāt just alchohol that caused it, but it certainly made things worse.
Fuck. I walked the fine line into hell and pulled myself back only to run back to the line so many more times, Iām grateful to still be breathing. And now Iām stable(ish) and sober. I never reached 60 consecutive days before. I didnāt think it was possible for me. But it is. And Iām here.
Thank you all for all the support, encouragement, grace and patience youāve showed me. I really do appreciate it, even if Iām really crap at showing it.
And I know, 60 days is one drop in a big ocean. But itās my drop and Iāve worked hard to get it.
Love Married at First sight, I watch Australia, UK, and my own country has one too that just finishedāŗļø
I am so happy for you. And so proud of you. And almost emotional that one of us is doing this. Like you said: you are doing this! (I keep saying that to myself all the time, I am doing this!) The thing that seemed impossible and out of control. You are a rockstar Congratulations
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@anon53116147 Happy birthday Mike! You are working your recovery so hard, you deserve a wonderful birthday.
@Ravikamor Congratulations on 1000 days!
@Amy30 Congratulations! We are all just doing sobriety, odaat (one drop at a time)
Day 7 alcohol free, long day, the whole day of traveling, Iāll write more some day when I have more time.
On day 82 and am so proud of myself at this moment. Met a friend to catch up like we used to do monthly but havenāt seen him in 3 months. I would always drink heavily whenever we met up. I totally hung out today and stayed completely sober and only had a few flighty moments where i wanted something stronger but i want to see 90 days more
Had to share my excitement on this platform. Thanks to this community i am able to stay ahead of this addiction
Day 5, no temptations today.
I honestly have no idea what to do with myself without this job. I canāt focus on taking care of myself because Iām incredibly depressed but Iām so angry at myself for quitting Iām too restless to enjoy any of my hobbies
Nah, it was at a wildlife park. So super tame and well-fed. Very good-natured!
About to jump on the looooong flight back stateside. Hey, I managed to retain my sobriety on this trip. Pretty proud of that. Have a beautiful day, friends!
Day 16 AF
Well what can I say about last night!!!
Cyndi Lauper age 69 still an amazing performer and Rod Stewart at 78 a sensational showman. Both class acts.
Wasnāt cheap, but definitely money well spent.
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Have as good a day as you can all. Sober and clean. Love
The hint of spring was just that for now. Back to sleet and hail today. Iāll survive. It does suck. But there are bigger problems in the world right. x
@Lola Yay you! Big congrats!
@Amy30 Very proud of you lady. Terrific work. Huge congrats.
I was thinking this app was messed up since my milestone was ālateā. Then I remembered the stupid time change
Good day today. Played golf, in a little drizzle, but I didnāt suck. Then I went to a new class at the gym that may become regular. Tired tonight, so hoping that means actual sleep!
Gānight, all!
Good evening/morning all. Nothing to report. Talked to my new payee this morning to get a budget worked out, did some cleaning, small nap.
Just finished a Stephen King movie (Cell) and currently waiting until Iām tired enough to sleep. Iāll check back in soon. Peace, fam!