Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

Good work @CleanJean !!

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Congrats on 10 months!! @Teresa.13 i hope to forever be right behind you. Thanks for sharing all your growth with us

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Hugs girl! Hoping u get some good rest and that ur day is a bit better for u tmrw.

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Huge congratulations on ur 10 months!!! Fantastic work :smiley:

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Wow just lost a really good friend to a overdose. Man, he had two sons. So crazy I donā€™t even know what to feel right now.

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Awww @anon53116147 so very sorry for your loss. Addiction is no joke

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Fuck. Thatā€™s just so fucking awful Mike. Iā€™m so sorry to hear this. Fuck.

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Hey Juli!

Iā€™m happy you checked in on me! I havenā€™t been posting lately. Iā€™m still sober (day 45 or 6) but Iā€™m just not really motivated for anything. Still have my morning ritual, and Iā€™m trying to make myself eat on a regular basis, but nothing much else is getting done.
Iā€™m counting on getting my tax return soon, but itā€™s already spent. I have to get a job by the end of the month, preferably withing a week. I look terrible on job applications; I had 3 jobs in 2022. (Still kicking myself for losing the last one).

This was going to be the year I focus on reinventing myself. Nothing happening yet.
Still sober though!

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@anon53116147 How tragic. I hope his family can get through this time the best they can. Hold your sobriety and your kids tight.

@chey.o Congratulations! The real test of sobriety is always those bad days.

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3 days AF
2 days SF
Now im off to bed really tired and been long work daysā€¦

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day 346 of no self harm

my lack of check ins are not helping me. Iā€™m so overwhelmed with work. for those of you who donā€™t know Iā€™m autistic and this week Iā€™ve been having a lot of sensory overload. nothing at work has changed to cause it. itā€™s been sending me into near panic attacks. i end up on the edge of panic but rarely reach it. itā€™s a horrible limbo. and my brain immediately wants to self harm once I get like that. i also figured out Wendyā€™s is a 5 minute walk from work so Iā€™ve been going a lot and now Ive been starving myself the rest of the day to make up for the unhealthy food

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1 month, 10 days & 13 hours a better and growing self :seedling::sunflower:

I am alive, I am conscious and I am gratefulā€¦! :vulcan_salute:

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Hope your ok was wondering maybe you should ask a dr if all those things are normal?

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2249 days. I really am just not feeling well today. I woke up late and so the twins got to school late and all day Iā€™ve been feeling off, especially when I had to drive some place. I feel like my balance is off. I really donā€™t want to get sick. My son had something aweful that he is just getting over. Fingers crossed.

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Awe Mikeā€¦ my deepest condolences to you. How devastating :cry: im so sorry for ur loss

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Way to go on those days adding up!

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80 days :muscle: went to pain clinic on Thursday good advice and working out what meds need to increased

Iā€™ve seen this consultant before she doing an internal referral for there dietitian as she agreed that I should off had a PEJ tube fitted 18 mths ago so good news

Gonna have a chill day binge watching season 4 part 1 of you on Netflix

Happy sober Saturday everyone have a good weekend

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coming up on ten days

i seem to appreciate and enjoy nearly each moment of life while living sobriety

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Oh! You are doing metal work too!!! I am obsessed, we will have to share our creations with each other. :heart:

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Iā€™m really sorry to hear about your loss Mike. I will keep you and him and his family in my thoughts. Honor his memory by pushing forward on your sober journey :heart:

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