Good work @CleanJean !!
Congrats on 10 months!! @Teresa.13 i hope to forever be right behind you. Thanks for sharing all your growth with us
Hugs girl! Hoping u get some good rest and that ur day is a bit better for u tmrw.
Huge congratulations on ur 10 months!!! Fantastic work
Wow just lost a really good friend to a overdose. Man, he had two sons. So crazy I donāt even know what to feel right now.
Fuck. Thatās just so fucking awful Mike. Iām so sorry to hear this. Fuck.
Hey Juli!
Iām happy you checked in on me! I havenāt been posting lately. Iām still sober (day 45 or 6) but Iām just not really motivated for anything. Still have my morning ritual, and Iām trying to make myself eat on a regular basis, but nothing much else is getting done.
Iām counting on getting my tax return soon, but itās already spent. I have to get a job by the end of the month, preferably withing a week. I look terrible on job applications; I had 3 jobs in 2022. (Still kicking myself for losing the last one).
This was going to be the year I focus on reinventing myself. Nothing happening yet.
Still sober though!
@anon53116147 How tragic. I hope his family can get through this time the best they can. Hold your sobriety and your kids tight.
@chey.o Congratulations! The real test of sobriety is always those bad days.
3 days AF
2 days SF
Now im off to bed really tired and been long work daysā¦
day 346 of no self harm
my lack of check ins are not helping me. Iām so overwhelmed with work. for those of you who donāt know Iām autistic and this week Iāve been having a lot of sensory overload. nothing at work has changed to cause it. itās been sending me into near panic attacks. i end up on the edge of panic but rarely reach it. itās a horrible limbo. and my brain immediately wants to self harm once I get like that. i also figured out Wendyās is a 5 minute walk from work so Iāve been going a lot and now Ive been starving myself the rest of the day to make up for the unhealthy food
1 month, 10 days & 13 hours a better and growing self
I am alive, I am conscious and I am gratefulā¦!
Hope your ok was wondering maybe you should ask a dr if all those things are normal?
2249 days. I really am just not feeling well today. I woke up late and so the twins got to school late and all day Iāve been feeling off, especially when I had to drive some place. I feel like my balance is off. I really donāt want to get sick. My son had something aweful that he is just getting over. Fingers crossed.
Awe Mikeā¦ my deepest condolences to you. How devastating im so sorry for ur loss
Way to go on those days adding up!
80 days went to pain clinic on Thursday good advice and working out what meds need to increased
Iāve seen this consultant before she doing an internal referral for there dietitian as she agreed that I should off had a PEJ tube fitted 18 mths ago so good news
Gonna have a chill day binge watching season 4 part 1 of you on Netflix
Happy sober Saturday everyone have a good weekend
coming up on ten days
i seem to appreciate and enjoy nearly each moment of life while living sobriety
Oh! You are doing metal work too!!! I am obsessed, we will have to share our creations with each other.
Iām really sorry to hear about your loss Mike. I will keep you and him and his family in my thoughts. Honor his memory by pushing forward on your sober journey