Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

Day 135
The cold hit me like a truck. I’ll stay at home this week, one coworker has Covid and feels as shitty as I do. I’m still negative but I’ve never felt this way. Because of that there won’t be any pictures of me in my space girl costume, you’ll have to wait until next year :pleading_face::sob:
I’ll stay in bed the whole day and sleep. Because that’s the only thing that doesn’t hurt rn :+1:
Ah one thing, did the Aliens finally land somewhere or does life go on as usual?
Have a beautiful sober day friends and stay strong :kissing_heart::muscle:

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There will be another Carnival, and hopeful many more in your life. Taking care of your body now is the best thing you can do. Hope you will feel better soon Sabrina :pray:

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And I haven’t spot an alien so far :face_with_peeking_eye:

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Congrats on 500 days! That’s great going :slight_smile: I’m on day 50 today and love seeing amazing milestones like this and it makes me keep going :slight_smile:

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Checking in, day 829. Feeling very anxious and unsettled. I’m about to get bad news on Wednesday (well, there is about 5% chance that it will be good news), and I’m afraid it will send me over the edge. I hate this waiting, can’t wait to get it over with and let it become reality. Taking part in a humiliating process alone drains me, especially if the outcome just takes more difficulties on my shoulder.
Otherwise I ran out of meds again, but it’s not that bad yet and theoretically there will be a delivery at the end of the week. Started to do some self-care and also socialize a bit. They cannot replace the connections I have lost, but I know that this is the way out.

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Hey all, checking in on day 974. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Congratulations :partying_face: :love_you_gesture: ONE YEAR!!!:birthday::cake::birthday::cake::birthday::cake::birthday::partying_face: hope your day is full of fun and joy. Keep on

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Congrats on 829 days! That’s amazing. I hope the next few days goes quicker for you. And whatever the outcome that you feel ok and that no matter the bad day, there is always a better one ahead :slight_smile: hope you get good news. You are stronger than you think with 829 days too. You can do this :slight_smile: chat to us all here for support :slight_smile:

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It’s very nice to hear from you, Chad. It’s been awhile. Thanks for the update. And I’m glad you’re still doing great.

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Checking in. Day 128

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Checking in Day 45

Still sober. Not sleeping good again. Waking up every night at 2am the past several days. The bad thoughts are not as strong as they were. Maybe the bad sleep nights helped that a little bit. I’ve been waking up feeling as bad as I did when I had hangovers. Except, I noticed after a hot shower I would feel ten times better, and I made a mental note if it was a hangover, it would have taken an entire day to recover. So I definitely don’t miss that.

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@KarenKW Thinking of you :purple_heart:

@Twizzlers Oh yay, congratulations! :partying_face: :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: :partying_face: And @RosaCanDo too!

@Butterflymoonwoman I can’t find your official announcement post but it is one year, right? Deepest congratulations and respect to you. Your openness, honesty, and grit have been inspiring. :purple_heart: :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: :purple_heart:

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@Butterflymoonwoman :fireworks: Huge congratulations to you on your year :sparkler: so proud of you :star:

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Thank you everyone for the congrats :relaxed::kissing_closed_eyes::purple_heart:

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Good work! You didn’t binge or vape fir some days! That’s a great achievement.

You saw, that you can make it. Nicely done!

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Congratulations to 3 full months!:confetti_ball::tada::confetti_ball:

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Checking in day 162! Work 12 hours today so that’ll be the day. Hoping for a somewhat calm day since it’s a bit of a stressful week the move this week. Hope this Monday is the kickoff to a magnificent and sober week for everyone!!

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Here’s hoping it’ll be the 5% chance that comes true then. Forward friend. No other way right? ODAAT and all that. Hugs.

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Wow! 500 days of being fresh and sober! Good work!:ok_hand:t2:

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And, also 500 days for you! This is a big achievement!:+1:t2:

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