Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

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I.am.so.jealous! :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

@SoberWalker, such a gorgeous rendition!!

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@Butterflymoonwoman congratulations on your one year girl. Iā€™ve watched you for the last almost 3 years and itā€™s amazing to see how far you have come. Good job.

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Day 258, over slept a little this morning, a little depressed after leaving my girls. But Iā€™m up now, gonna hit the gym. One thing I need to start doing is getting my diet in check, Iā€™m packing on alot of weight. Itā€™s not that I care about how I look but more the fact that I need to be healthy. So gonna try limiting sugar and carbs. Will see how I do. Iā€™m grateful I can make these choices. Grateful I am able to get up and shower myself, grateful I can hit the gym. Much love

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Congratulations on your 5 days Clay. I like to celebrate with pedicures and massages. Early on maybe some delicious gelato or a nice fresh baked baguette with some sparkling water. Or a nice new hoodie. Itā€™s nice to find new ways to reward ourselves for hard work.
ODAAT
:pray::heart:

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39 days today! Got a lot on the plate this week, itā€™s tryout week for baseball starting this weekend and grad school homework is piling up but Iā€™m working one day at a time and staying focused. Had a couple NA drinks this weekend when family came over this weekend, they actually werenā€™t super appetizing to me but they kept me from partaking in the wine everyone else drank and I celebrated the small victory to myself as I had some small cravings. The more time I spend in sobriety the more I wonder how I ever drank so much because now that itā€™s way out of my system my stomach gets full very easily lol. I donā€™t know how I used to drink heavy beers and whiskey regularly :face_vomiting: keep calm and stay strong sober family!

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@Its_me_Stella thank you for your share :blue_heart: and congrats on doing the right thing :tada:
@Noshame congrats on triple digits :100: :tada: and also for stopping with the weed too :tada:
@Twizzlers & @RosaCanDo congrats both on 500 days :tada::tada:
@Matt congrats on double digits :tada:
@SoberWalker sorry they are shutting down your usual route :pensive: I hope you saw the sun today :people_hugging::blue_heart:
@Sabrina80 sorry youā€™ll miss the carnival this year :pensive: , feel better soon :blue_heart:
@Dan.h84 congrats on 50 days :tada:
@Tomek sending strength and hope :people_hugging::blue_heart:
@Planipennia thank you for noticing :grinning: it feels good to have some progress :raised_hands:t2:

917 days no alcohol.
382 days no cocaine.
5 days no crisps (chips :us:).
4 days no vape.
1 day no binge-eating.

So last night I did binge, but I only bought fruit, so Iā€™ve separated crisps to keep a count going for those, since thatā€™s the main addiction and problem, but I think the amount of fruit I ate, and the way I ate it, would be considered a binge, so I started a new counter to keep track of that. Iā€™m not beating myself up over it, because I can recognise my progress.

Today Iā€™ve done another load of washing, been to my hometown to collect my meds, been for 2 walks, meditated, and now Iā€™m here in candlelight.

I am on the last couple of episodes of each of the 3 shows Iā€™m watching, so Iā€™m excited to see how those all end.

Overall, a peaceful start to the week. Oh, and I donā€™t need my big puffer coat for my walks now, today I wore just a thin hoody, it was so much better not feeling like I was going to pass out.

:blue_heart:

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@Joan1 congrats on your week :tada:

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Day 30.

Itā€™s been a long long day. Had to deal with some beaurocratic bullshit and things were this close of going really really bad for me. I nearly walked away in defeat. But thenā€¦ I walked back in, made my point and got what I wanted. Sorry for the vaguenessā€¦ But trust me, it was a beautiful moment of triumph! Had I been not been sober I wouldnā€™t have gotten these papers sorted today. I would have definitely walked away and cried into a bottle.

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:pray: Have you all in my prayers sending love and healing :purple_heart:

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Happy Monday! Itā€™s almost lile spring here in Chicagoland. Iā€™ll take that in February haha. Have an awesome day my friends.

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Heyy everyone
Iā€™m doing ok
Day 101 no alcohol and day 2 off weed

I woke up not feeling well but Iā€™m feeling better at the moment

I feel good about sobriety today

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Day 37. Had a panic attack and broke down ugly crying during group this morning. I couldnā€™t breathe and it was awful. Doc did say I could go back up on my medicine. Made it home okay and pulled myself together. First day back at work this afternoon but they arenā€™t really giving me work yet. Letting me go through my emails and get my brain organized. So itā€™s not too bad. Iā€™m just trying to do 4 hours a day. I still feel horrible but not actively panicking. It feels close. Iā€™m so fucking tired of this.

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Day 48, getting ready for bed after an intense day of work and gym, and my girlfriend still suffering from pain without any doctor getting behind whatā€™s wrong. I wish I could shoulder some of her pain, but at least I do my best to support her. Tomorrow will be my first in this year and currently last meeting with my counselor, as I currently can do pretty well on my own. But itā€™s really nice to have this group here to share and learn experiences with you.
To all of you struggling today: you can do it and we think of you. Have a good and sober rest of the day, wherever you are.

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Day 21

  • free from alcohol
  • being aware of toxic relationships
  • regular eating without drama

Sorry that I canā€™t read all your posts and might miss some congratulations. I will be more active here if time has come.

Huge congratulations and big hug goes out to @Butterflymoonwoman for 1 yearā€¦ :clap:
You are such a powerful girl! :heavy_heart_exclamation::muscle:t2:

I am fineā€¦ Had a super relaxing Sunday with good food and lot of naps and laughing with family, perfect after this 4050m swim.
Made further 2000 tonight.

Glad to be sober.
Love the simplicity of what it needs to be happy.

Love :blue_heart:

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Day 86. I have noticed I have been comfort eating to cope with stress, but I have also been working out-hard. I am in therapy, too. So I guess the eating is one negative in a pile of positive and I am sober. So thatā€™s good!

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Checking in. Day 129

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Iā€™m new to daily check-in but Iā€™m patting myself on the back today because Iā€™ve officially gone one week without usingšŸ’œ

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Thank you ! Also congratulations for you as well!!!

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Day 3 ending the day. I had a meeting this morning and I discovered how fearful I am of responsibility

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