Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

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Have as good a day as you all can friends. Sober and clean. Love.


Up too early. More coffee or back to bed? X

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#Day 1613 :walking_woman:
Goodmorning, looks like the Dutch crew is checking in :grin: Goedemorgen @Mno ! How is Luna today?
Yesterday I heared a customer of my shop has died of anorexia. It’s such a sad story. She had a daughter of 12 years old and was devorced.
We saw her sliding down becoming thinner and thinner. I even tried to talk to her about it. Told her my worries.
And now she has passed away. I heared the disease got her for the second time. As a young girl it started but she found a way out of the hole.
It was a nice lady.
It’s sad. Addiction is there in many forms.
We are never “safe”.
So I have to keep working hard.


Today? Visit my mother in law, walk, do some house chores.
Have a good saterday all! :raising_hand_woman:

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I did go back to bed :sleeping_bed::zzz:. Luna’s better. Not cured but a bit better. Little balls of minced meat with a piece of pill in it are so far tricking her into taking her medicine. Have a good weekend friend(s)!

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Hi,
Checking in on day 335. Watching the birds this morning on my window bird feeder. Robins, blue tits, nuthatches, coal tits, sometimes a woodpecker. Peaceful way to wake up :sparkling_heart:

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Day 43

scanning… :yellow_circle: :yellow_circle: :orange_circle:

Total deficit: 1:18
System protocol is restored :white_check_mark:
No errors found :white_check_mark:
Charge level: 80% :warning:

laoding…
Prime directive: Drink Coffe :warning:
Mission Activated :ok:

this is how I feel using my gadgets lol :sweat_smile: :laughing: :joy:

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Thank you Alycia :blush: have a wonderful day :sunny:

Thank you :blush: have a wonderful day :sunny:

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Congratulations to 10 full sober days!

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Thank you for this picture of this lovely tree!:wink:

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Day 921

Was in a grumpy mood this morning. It wore off throughout the day. My daughter is a little under the weather, and it was drizzly, so we were all in the house all day, so I don’t think that helped. But always good to be sober. :purple_heart:

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Aww Thank you im starting to feel alot better and more energy…That being said.My brain is trying to tell me its time to drink again. But those cravings are some what short and ive been staying busy. Also not smoking is helping id say… They go hand and hand for me

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286, checking in.

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Day 35.

Not much to say. PAWS are still kicking. The drinking and drugging nightmares have started. My brain is mush. I struggle to get things done, but I still persevere. On the bright side, I’ve yet to deal with cravings. Alchohol is the last thing on my mind atm. However, I have been indulging my sweet tooth for now… I’ll look at reducing sugar in a couple of months or so, when I’m more settled in sobriety and (hopefully!) feel more normal. It’s really frustrating. According to my bloods, I’m fine. But I don’t feel fine. So alcohol must have really affected my brain over the years.

Anywho… happy sober weekend all!

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Hey all, checking in on day 979. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Day 140
I went to the pharmacy and bought some groceries and I feel like I did a kettlebell workout :joy: Ooof guys, and even a headache is beginning now. But still way better than the last days.
But I had to get outside for some fresh air and some movement.
Aren’t our bodies wonderful? All you have to do is give them food, water and sleep and they repair pretty much everything. I love mine :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:
Now coffee, some meds and relaxation.
Have a beautiful sober day friends and stay strong :kissing_heart::muscle:

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8 months and 2 weeks on the bright side of active addiction! This is what I have learned this week …I didn’t want a connection with people when I found myself in the rooms of recovery…I didn’t want to need people…I have made self reliance and self sufficiency my higher power…I have a disease that makes me see the world through delusional eyes! I need the eyes of other people to help me see a new reality…I need y’all’s eyes to find a different perspective and learn a new way to live… Self reliance earned me a seat in the rooms of recovery and self reliance will take me back out to a place I never want to go again … I’m grateful this morning I’m not alone and I can be connected to people who understand me and are patient with me…have a great day!
#wedorecover

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Congratulations on entering double digits! Great work :grinning:

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That is very sad :disappointed: Its so sad to see people hurting and suffering in their addictions. I wish she would have found recovery again.

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Good saturday morning crew,

Greatful im 293 days into my sobriety journey and loving it. I must not get complacent

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