Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

Hey everyone hope everyone had a good day or is currently having a good start to it. Today was hard I got irritated at everything I got so upset at my dog for no reason she just got in the way. I feel like I need to go to anger management because this seems to be an often occurrence of me just having a short fuse. I stayed on track today and even though I had a hard day I didn’t say “damn I wish I had a line.” Or “god I need a line” so I’m happy with that anyway I had to vent I hope everyone has a wonderful evening/day.

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I support you 100% :purple_heart:

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Haha I can’t believe it hey. My son is inhaling bread, my daughter is inhaling fruit, I can’t keep up!!

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Day 1, it’s been a long day but a good one. Mostly just been getting life in order and such, learning to dance and job searching. Been trying to do a lot recently

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Have as good a day as you can all. Sober and clean. Love.

Had a long hike yesterday. Recouping today. X

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1568 days no alc.
21 days no caffeine. :crazy_face:

Have a good Sunday!

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#Day 1615 :walking_woman:
Made a nice walk yesterday and saw many trees wich has met a beaver.

Never have seen so many trees damaged by it. Beavers where seldom here and so they started a breeding program and now there are to many :face_with_peeking_eye:
Feeling a bit sick today so taking it as it comes: easy.
Have a good sunday all! :raising_hand_woman:

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Day 56 for me :slight_smile: I’m so grateful for each day. And feel I am starting to enjoy my life more and make better decisions. I had this little guy for company with my coffee :coffee:


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Day 36.

There’s a lot going through my messed-up mind. Might give it it’s own post at some point. What’s important is that I’m sober.

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Great post, zzz. It is absolutely okay that we don’t understand everything and how the universe works. It’s just important for us to let go and strive to connect with it. I see a different zzz in your posts this last month. You seem to be doing really well. Glad you are here.

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Don’t give anyone this control over your decisions. Noone can have this control over you if you don’t let them.

What is it in him that evokes feelings that you want to numb by drinking?

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@Juli1 Please don’t apologize to us. You got back on the wagon immediately. And you are changing your number. All positives. Rooting for you!

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Checking in with a 1 1/2 days after a minor slip up, after another couple of months sobriety. I don’t even know what caused it. I felt like I was doing good, and doing the things I was supposed to. I was listening to a podcast last week and the guy said we have a 90% chance of relapse within the first 4 years, and I thought to myself how the fuck am I supposed to beat this, and than thought nope it’s not gonna get me this time. Before I knew it I was drinking, woke up hungover and absolutely disheartened, ( I realized it quick, but it could’ve gone a whole other way). Here we go to start stacking days again.

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So glad your can straight back here :hugs: keep positive, what’s happened had happened and if you keep yourself feeling bad your stay in that dark place.
I’m proud of you for being here and keeping on going :people_hugging:

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Hey all, checking in on day 980. I hope everyone has a good one!

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Checking in day 168! Going to get to the gym and spend time with a friend today- hopefully get out for a hike. Pretty tired overall but should be a good day ahead! Hope everyone has a super sober Sunday!

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Bro… I remember coming across that stat and thinking I’m gonna be in that 10%… I’m the longshot.

I’m glad you’re back on the horse, you’re gonna make man.

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Maybe you really have to change your number or find a workaround to avoid those notifications? It seems as if it is a big trigger, as you have already mentioned.

Your soberness has top priority at this moment!

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Congratulations to 5 sober months, mate!:+1:t2: Good work!:confetti_ball::tada::tada:

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Come back, restart and grow by your experience.:wink:

Don’t be sorry. It happened to nearly everyone. Just come back.:+1:t2:

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