This is the same for me. Once I slip into the ‘I cAn MoDeRaTe’ on weekends mindset it doesn’t take long before I’m in a full blown relapse. Sometimes a quick decent, sometimes a slow, but always end up at the same destination.
Happy you came here, stay strong!! 
Good luck with the family meeting
5 Months
Checking in on the 5 month mark!
Last few weeks have been hectic with work, heat, night shift and looking after friends.
Hung out with my son yesterday was awesome hes growing up way to fast 14 man at least hes not out making stupid decisions like i did at his age. Hes smarted than me thats for sure.
I feel like our relationship gets better and better i feel
I feel a heaps more present when im with him, yet the one thing i always made sure of when i was in addicition was to never see him drunk, hung over, high or coming down and to this day its never happened.
I’m thankful for 11 days Sober !!! 
I’m going to try to visit this group each day.
Congratulations on the 5 months Travis. 
What a blessing having a sober relationship with your son. So much to be grateful for when we are sober.
Days
131 no substance
48 no self harm
94 no restricting food
Feeling disappointed. But it is what it is.
Just hoping I don’t get sick. My boss has covid and so does a coworker…
Hope y’all have a good night
Congratulations!!! Proud of you!!!
Checking in day 159: been around some triggering people and situations the past few days but still staying sober and proud of it. I feel like everyone is holding on hard to who I used to be but I know I’ve changed a lot and it’s okay for them to not understand that yet.
Checking in at Day 50!
Praying u dont get sick girl. Hope u get some good rest tonight
Day 490 AF
What’s up, gang.
Staying busy with work and the fam. Nothing new. Staying focused.
Hope everyone’s doing well.
I feel ya. We have 2 boys. They’re always hungry, lol. In the fridge every 30 minutes. These kids can eat. FR, shit is mad expensive these days. I’m bout to turn into those coupon shoppers. Times are tough.
Hang in there.
Huge congrats on a 1000 days!
Day 0
I failed.
Will get a new number to not be triggered by his calls. I didn’t fall back to him. But to a bottle of wine.
As it all comes together, I will update the 0-contact to him with a new number.
Sorry.
You will be ok if you just keep fighting. I’m sending you a big hug 
Changing your number sounds like a great idea! Fresh start!
Hey everyone hope everyone had a good day or is currently having a good start to it. Today was hard I got irritated at everything I got so upset at my dog for no reason she just got in the way. I feel like I need to go to anger management because this seems to be an often occurrence of me just having a short fuse. I stayed on track today and even though I had a hard day I didn’t say “damn I wish I had a line.” Or “god I need a line” so I’m happy with that anyway I had to vent I hope everyone has a wonderful evening/day.
I support you 100% 
Haha I can’t believe it hey. My son is inhaling bread, my daughter is inhaling fruit, I can’t keep up!!
Day 1, it’s been a long day but a good one. Mostly just been getting life in order and such, learning to dance and job searching. Been trying to do a lot recently
