1568 days no alc.
21 days no caffeine. 
Have a good Sunday!
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#Day 1615 
Made a nice walk yesterday and saw many trees wich has met a beaver.
Never have seen so many trees damaged by it. Beavers where seldom here and so they started a breeding program and now there are to many 
Feeling a bit sick today so taking it as it comes: easy.
Have a good sunday all! 
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Day 56 for me 
Iām so grateful for each day. And feel I am starting to enjoy my life more and make better decisions. I had this little guy for company with my coffee 
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Day 44
Mate time 
I believe this was exactly the last photo I posted when I relapsed and gone from TS for longer time. I think I was around 1 month or less.
Life goes in cycles thatās for sure. In a way, we evolve in cycles.
Brain chemistry changes / It becomes our daily posture / and Structure of habits that becomes our REALITY.
Sometimes it might seem like it all has no meaning, or we might see no point or perspective in all what happening around. And That is fine! We should not fully understand that, it is that those moments when everything clicks in a perfect bliss - we call miracles, enlightenment. Do not stop believingā¦
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Day 36.
Thereās a lot going through my messed-up mind. Might give it itās own post at some point. Whatās important is that Iām sober.
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Great post, zzz. It is absolutely okay that we donāt understand everything and how the universe works. Itās just important for us to let go and strive to connect with it. I see a different zzz in your posts this last month. You seem to be doing really well. Glad you are here.
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Donāt give anyone this control over your decisions. Noone can have this control over you if you donāt let them.
What is it in him that evokes feelings that you want to numb by drinking?
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@Juli1 Please donāt apologize to us. You got back on the wagon immediately. And you are changing your number. All positives. Rooting for you!
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Checking in with a 1 1/2 days after a minor slip up, after another couple of months sobriety. I donāt even know what caused it. I felt like I was doing good, and doing the things I was supposed to. I was listening to a podcast last week and the guy said we have a 90% chance of relapse within the first 4 years, and I thought to myself how the fuck am I supposed to beat this, and than thought nope itās not gonna get me this time. Before I knew it I was drinking, woke up hungover and absolutely disheartened, ( I realized it quick, but it couldāve gone a whole other way). Here we go to start stacking days again.
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So glad your can straight back here 
keep positive, whatās happened had happened and if you keep yourself feeling bad your stay in that dark place.
Iām proud of you for being here and keeping on going 
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Hey all, checking in on day 980. I hope everyone has a good one!
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Checking in day 168! Going to get to the gym and spend time with a friend today- hopefully get out for a hike. Pretty tired overall but should be a good day ahead! Hope everyone has a super sober Sunday!
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Broā¦ I remember coming across that stat and thinking Iām gonna be in that 10%ā¦ Iām the longshot.
Iām glad youāre back on the horse, youāre gonna make man.
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Maybe you really have to change your number or find a workaround to avoid those notifications? It seems as if it is a big trigger, as you have already mentioned.
Your soberness has top priority at this moment!
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Congratulations to 5 sober months, mate!
Good work!
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Come back, restart and grow by your experience.
Donāt be sorry. It happened to nearly everyone. Just come back.
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checking in D583 nic D 7 alc
Hi sober fam, happy Sunday to you!
Happy to report attended Refuge rRecovery yesterday, all was good just a quite a bit bigger group that used to (more love right ?) The Emotions Anon meetings usually had max 4 ppl a lot of times just the 2 of us.
Group unity comes first before personal recovery -EA love this one : )
I felt the love in the room at RR and enjoyed (cold weather temp) walk after as well.
I know where Iām spending time at Sat afternoons And grateful for this and for you all here. I know I am blessed and will give back to the fellowship.
Safe travels and Happy trails friends 
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Day 618 check in. Took the kids skiing yesterday. Today will try to complete some chores around the house. Living on the edge, you see 
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Day 5. Still night sweats/chills and crazy dreams. But determined to start exercising today. Hopefully will help me to detox a bit.
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