I’ve had lots of day 1s
No shame in coming back
It’s not easy
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And thank you for the reminder that this too shall pass. Things do always return to normal. This will pass. Thank u for ur very kind response. I needed some gentleness and kindness right now. Hugs my friend
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You are a hard worker
I totally can look up to you
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Awe thats very kind of u to say that! I appreciate that alot 
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So Ive decided to start checking in daily. I’m 10 days Clean from meth. And I’m ready to try again. I’m not gonna let a relapse keep me down. If anything it has pushed me to do even harder. I love this site. It is so amazing and it’s my 2nd day on it. Love all you guys. We got this.
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Congratulations on 10 days. Stick with it, it’s worth it. You’re worth it. Welcome to TS.
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I feel good and I feel determined things I have to do starting now is expressing that I’m a addict and I need help. So me and my dog will take more walks we have a family subscription at YMCA I think it’s time that I use it. Day one and plenty more to come and it’s like the people on this in my phone that call me should I say other addicts I’m not telling them that I’m trying to get sober what I do is lie to them and lie about why I can’t pick them up on why I can’t give them a ride I have to break that and just be real with people and tell them I’m trying to get clean and I can’t talk to you more no more you never know they might want to jump on the bag wagon and get clean also in the future
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Welcome to the double digits!! Glad ur here!
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Hello all,
A rough day personally on a few different fronts. Not feeling the best right now emotionally. Glad I am still sober on Day 1,668.
Goodnight…
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Really hope things start turning around for you friend. Im sorry u had a rough day 
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Thanks I appreciate it…You have always been a great gal.
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@Butterflymoonwoman you are absolutely not lazy! You also work a lot! On top of caring for your son’s medical needs and generally being a mother and wife! PLUS you’re working recovery every day! You are anything but lazy! I look up to you a lot! And I’m sorry he didn’t see how hard you are working today. Hopefully tomorrow will be better for all of you! Sending 
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Have as good a day as you all can friends. Sober and clean. Love.
Pic is from two years ago today. X
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Another day (day 1)
- free from alcohol
- being aware of toxic relationships
- regular eating without drama
The new mobile number is 30,- €…
Didn’t push the button now, as I want the ritual feeling of a fresh start. Without him triggering me by the junk messages of his blocked calls. Of an final end. Will do the procedure this or tomorrows evening. The costs are worth it I think.
Happy to wake up clean. Had a nice swim yesterday. Busy with work.
Love 
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Day 143
This morning I saw how people are and I hate it. The streets are still covered in dirt and tons of broken glass, you can smell the alcohol everywhere. Why can’t they just take their garbage with them? Get a backpack, put a garbage bag in and it’s fine.
I’m tired and the walk to the train station felt like a workout. I’m not healthy yet and I have to see how this day is going.
I missed my coworkers but not my boss. I already had conversations in my head with her that ended in a fight. Yes, I need a new job. But still, there is nothing that would pay my bills. So I have to stay. I keep on searching.
One coworker already called in sick, oh happy day 
Well, let’s see if the day is good or bad.
Have a beautiful sober day friends and stay strong 
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Yes it’s Lego 
Hope to finish it today, I will share a picture when I’m done.
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Day 3 apparently cause I missed an update. It was a normal day for the most part. Trying to be strong, I want to go for a month this time around. Hopefully I’ll manage it but it’s going to be hard. Already a few days in and I can feel the urge.
Still looking for a job and plus my cousin recently changed his mind about killing himself which I’m relieved by but I’m keeping in closer contact with him now. Another thing to worry about not screwing up which sounds crappy in my head but idk. I’m too tired emotionally speaking and too close to it all to have a legit opinion
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13 sober
12 smokeless
Im beat after haveing 5 days off with my 5 year old he got spoiled and i trashed him by keeping him up late a couple nights. Went to calgary for one night we went to the science center,The big box ,swimming at the hotel and a nice dinner at the olive garden. was a nice get away… Its been snowing here hard for last couple days which in turn its going to get cold after.so not really looking forward to going back to work …Other than that im feeling pretty good.
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Welcome @Timjuice83 to this community with people who know where you are going trough.
I hope your wife is better now? 6 months in bed is a long time, it must be difficult to recover from that as well.
See you around! 
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