Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

[mewmcmew]

I should get back into Pokemon !

[EFountains]

172 days: Many times we look more for the things of God than the God of things. It is not the same to say, God give me a job, than to say to God: I am here to work with you. Our alcoholic disease is not from death, we have God who will help us live.

[Teresa.13]

Amaziiiiing!!! Super super congrats!!!

[Teresa.13]

You rock! is fantastic !

[mewmcmew]

2 weeks of abstinence from sex and alcohol. I realized i have not gone more than 2 maybe 3 months with out sex in 20 years…

Weekends are my weakness. Lonliness and boredom are the worst,. Things are still fresh in my mind from my breakup. Right now the urge find somebody else to numb the pain isn’t too bad. i know it’s coming though… but this time around i have the knowledge of my addiction and the tools and support to help me. Thank you to everyone on here for the support!

[IA_Matt]

You should get back to Pokémon!

[mewmcmew]

Once it warns up my son and i may get back into it. I’m going to log on now to see whats new. Thanks for the distraction🙂

[KarenKW]

Day 49. It was nice just to be able to relax today. Sleep last night was fairly bad with really stressful dreams. I’m going through some med changes again so it’s got me feeling off a bit. I’m hoping things level back out soon.

[Bomdhil]

Day 9 ending. I am trying to be more focused in others than in myself. Self centeredness is a temptation and its related with the addiction I have

[C_8]

Still trying to create healthy new habits. Like exercising and eating healthy. Oh well. Progress, not perfection.

[Cjp]

I love your numbers. Thanks for sharing

[Alycia]

333 days

I like these numbers. Going to do some cooking today, I’ve started WFH on Monday’s which makes the weekend feel a bit longer. I like being at home more.

[SadMemeQueen]

tonight will be day 361 of no self harm

it’s insane how close I’m getting to one year. typically milestones make me feel a little self destructive but so far not really. definitely had very brief thoughts but I feel they’re more out of habit than anything because I immediately think “wtf was I thinking I don’t even want that”

went to my grandpa’s today. it was uneventful. however my uncle did smoke in my mom’s car when they went to get food and the smell of his cigarettes is one of my biggest triggers. still on the way home, but I’m hanging out with a friend when I get home anyway. I’m just going to change my clothes when I get home and I’ll be fine.

going to practice driving tomorrow and getting my hair cut and dyed tomorrow. I will post a before and after. my autism makes me pretty anxious about haircuts but I typical love them after I just need a week or 2 to adjust

hope you all have a good and sober night

[Butterflymoonwoman]

Glad ur still doing well Charlie!

[Butterflymoonwoman]

Cant wait to see your new hair do! Glad ur not experiencing too many thoughts surrounding ur 1 year thats coming up! Super excited about that!

[Butterflymoonwoman]

Evening Check In
Day 377
Today was pretty uneventful, which is sometimes how i prefer it. I went to work. Was able to leave 2 hours early since my client was home on a family visit, which was nice. Came home to clean up and make supper. Did some planning on my workout routine for Monday. Normally i tend to focus on weight lifting but i want to up my cardio everyday. So will focus on cardio with moderate weight lifting and see what results come up for me. Eating needs to improve also. Its not bad but its not great either. Just want to feel better overall. That stomach bug really threw me for a loop. Anyway, i will get back on track Going to get my son ready for bed and relax. Hope everyone is doing okay.

[Its_me_Stella]

Yeah you are!!!
Woooohooooo!

[1in8billion]

Eyup fam,

Checking in 1 month, 25 days & 12 hours into working on a better self.

Affirmations…
I am strong.
I am flexible.
I am motivated.
I am courageous.
I am confident.
I am committed.
I am disciplined.
I am determined.
I am focussed.
I am caring.
I am intelligent.
I am wise.
I am aspiring.
I am initiative taking.
I am bright.
I am hopeful.
I am capable.
I am in control.
I am fearless.
I am grateful.
I am loving.
I am honest.
I am fair.
I am persevering.
I am rational.
I am moral.
I am free.
I am healthy.
I am positive.
I am optimistic.
I am unique.
I am independent.
I am striving.
I am complete.
I am worthy.
I am conscious.
I am mindful.
I am myself.

[Butterflymoonwoman]

Way to go my friend!!! This is HUGE!!

[chey.o]

Amazing! Congrats!