Checking in daily to maintain focus #54

:sun_behind_small_cloud: Morning Check In
Day 441
Morning TS! Just heading to work now. Had some super strange dreams last night (thankfully it wasnt a using dream tho for a change). Grateful for another day to make a difference, to be of service, to have new opportunites for growth, and to experience new things. Today is going to be good. Already setting my mind to it :smiley:
Hope everyone else also has an amazingly super, addiction free day!
:butterfly:

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5 months 26 days no alcohol
17 days no marijuana

Iā€™m going to be active today. Iā€™m going to be there for my wife and help her feel better during her cold. Iā€™m going to reach out when I need to. Iā€™m going to listen to the people who are around me. Iā€™m going to be myself :slight_smile:

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Checking in with one year! Get in!
I woke up after a very vivid dream that I had relapsed. I hardly drank that much but the results were catastrophic and I was being taken to hospital to detox. The phrase ā€œI was in control of my drinking until I wasnā€™t ā€œ was ringing in my ears as I woke. And I realised I could substitute the word ā€œlifeā€ for ā€œdrinkingā€.
Iā€™ve had some major shifts in my thinking this week. (I smudged all the rooms in my home for the first time just after my parents latest visit) I attended my second AlAnon meeting which is as close as Iā€™ll get to an Adult Children of Alcoholics meeting in this area. That has been hugely illuminating so far.
Iā€™ve just finished my scheduled Sunday phone call with my parents, and they never once asked how I was. My mum was wittering on about some blackbird hopping around their garden. I had wondered if theyā€™d mention my new haircut, as Iā€™ve updated my profile picture on messenger, but nothing. Oh well.
Other than that the day has been lovely. My daughter has a friend visiting and I suggested they make their own ice cream. The chose mint choc chip and looked up a recipe and went shopping for the ingredients. It was lovely watching them work together. :two_hearts:
ODAAT everybody!

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Congrats on one year sober Delia!

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Congratulations on your one year of freedom :four_leaf_clover::tada::sunflower::partying_face: enjoy your sober Sunday! :upside_down_face:

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Yay! Congratulations on a year @Deelzebub! You are doing marvelous!

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Congratulations on your 1 year :slight_smile:

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Congratulations on 1 year!! Thatā€™s amazing!!

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Fantastic! Congratulations on a full year @Deelzebub! :tada: :partying_face:

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Omg!!! Congratulations!!!
1 yr

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Congratulations on your year :sparkling_heart:

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Day 3 latenight checkin:

Back home safe and sober! :fist:t2:

Staying sober from:

  • alcohol
  • toxic relationships
  • eating drama

I will focus my checkins on the later evening, as these are the hours of the day I am realy in dangerā€¦

Had a good day at my family with barbecue and a lot of sun today. I picked up 2 plants that were in recovery at my mum. I like themā€¦ I have 2 other small plants living in the little bathroom on the 1st floor where is a big window on top. Maybe I will add a few other small ones this week. Furthermore I am getting the herbs ready for this year (rosemary, thymian, mince, bazil). So I have something to take care ofā€¦
Therapy plants :green_heart:ā€¦ Will give an update soon!

Much loveā€¦ And peaceā€¦ And ease :blue_heart::v:t2:

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@JazzyS thank you :blush: šŸ©µ
@Scorpn :people_hugging:šŸ©µ
@Wunderbar congrats on 5 years :tada::trophy::star2::star2::star2::star2::star2:
@FeelingBetter @liminal.rehab congrats both on 60 days :tada: :tada:
@zzz congrats on 3 weeks :tada:
@SoberWalker enjoy your holiday :sun_with_face:
@Binx congrats on your week+ :tada:
@Googie congrats on your month :tada:
@Deelzebub congrats on your year :tada: :trophy: :star2:

993 days no alcohol.
458 days no cocaine.
80 days no vape.

Binged badly last night, sugary stuff too, so I slept alot and didnā€™t wake up properly until late this morning. Iā€™ve still managed to do both walks, meditations, exchange some clothes, and some reading around on here.

Iā€™ve noticed the lily pads appearing on the pond, along with some tall thin green stems growing in other parts, which I believe will become reeds. Iā€™ve also noticed, on my other walk, that the daisies have climbed up from the soil and are close to blooming. Itā€™s starting to get a bit warmer which gives me hope, I love sunshine and it makes me happy, Iā€™m a summer baby through and through.

I hope youā€™ve all had wonderful sober weekends. :blush:

šŸ©µ

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Still here, and sober from alcohol. Struggling just a little, off and on with trying to find things to keep me occupied. Iā€™m not having any cravings at all though. I just donā€™t know what to do with my time, lol. Cutting down on my smoking, Iā€™m starting to lose my taste for that too and want to quit it all together soon. Cutting down on over-eating. Thatā€™s never really a problem except for right after quitting booze, my appetite goes nuts.

Anyway, just came inside from laying out in the sun for half an hour. Feels fantastic. I wish I had a pool.

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Congratulations on your 1 year of freedom Delia. And welcome to Al-Anon.
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Iā€™m so happy for you.
Great job.
:pray:t2::heart::hugs:

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Iā€™ve the years on TS. Iā€™ve seen a lot of chronic relapsers turn into stable members on this forum. They never gave up and kept learning from each relapse. I believe youā€™ll get there. I really do.

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Checking in. Day 205

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day 224 AF

Another day, another dollar to be made!
And another day not to pick up or slip up.

What ever you are doing today/tonight/morning/evening may you move through it with ease and make it count!

Keep ya chin up team! Much love

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Day 113. Had a nice walk by the lake. Perfect weather. Now watching playoffs and crocheting. Itā€™s been a couple months since Iā€™ve picked up my crocheting. Trying to focus on my physical and mental health. Baby steps.

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Hell yea, well deserved!

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