Checking in daily to maintain focus #54

Thanks for the welcome. And to everyone else.

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Checking in sober 4 day working week hope everyone is well

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Hi :wave: and welcome itā€™s nice to have you with us.

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Day :three::zero:

So on Sunday my Girlfriend actually did very impressive surprise because of our 2 Years Anniversary :heart:

Never tried it before, but it is amazing feeling :smiling_face:
It is very high, car seemed like half finger size! :open_mouth: Even saw Baltic Sea far in front of me! :open_mouth:
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All in all everything is good and it seems that We managed to overcome our struggles in relationship :heart:

:no_smoking: Day 6

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Day 26 no marijuana
6months 5 days no alcohol

Job searching once again

The miss is moving out because the landlord snagged her. She is hopefully moving in with relatives.
I need a clear mind in order to get us back on our feet

Iā€™m going to stay where I am and look for a job to help us out.

She doesnā€™t know Iā€™m not going to her relatives place but Iā€™ll tell her when she wakes up

Iā€™m super stressed over this
Iā€™m craving a little but it wonā€™t help to pick up

So thatā€™s that I guess

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@zzz

That looks fun

I can imagine it being quite the rush

Gives me some motivation

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Good morning to all checking in day 20! Keep your feet on the ground one more day unless your @zzz. That looks fun I need some of that adrenaline but Iā€™ll stick to walking lol. I hope everybody has one more sober and blessed day!

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Day 374. I seem to have missed a day of the weekend which is especially odd seeing as it was a long weekend at that. I finally managed to fold some laundry but itā€™s now on the floor of the living room. Iā€™ll get the kids to put it away (none of my clothes anyway) when they get back from school. Iā€™m about to have lunch and then Iā€™ll go for a walk before collecting the lassie from the bus stop. Itā€™ll be good to get out the house for a bit.
Onwards and upwards

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Day 115.

Today I actually feel good, which is new. Iā€™m likeā€¦ motivated and full of energy and got some errands done. Hell, I even feel like cooking. I might make a nice soup. I love soup. Soup is life.

This morning I ran the dishwasher before coffee while singing Dancing Queen. It wonā€™t last, but stillā€¦ Itā€™s nice to not feel death warmed up for once.

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Hey all, checking in on day 1,059. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Checking in on day 2. I had 3 months sober from alcohol/ED behavior. I had a pretty unfortunate relapse. I am committed to showing my body love not only for me, but for my 7 year old daughter. Addicts can recover and find happiness :two_hearts:

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Checking in on Day 450
Have a great, addiction free day everyone!
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So glad that u had a fabulous day! :smiley: Its always refreshing to be able to get alot done.

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I hope everything with ur test results were okay. Hope the disappointment ur feeling isnt related to that.

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I see you @SobrietyForMe stacking days!!

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Youā€™ve forgotten snakes, snails and bats!:wink:

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Day 91 check in. Had a great AA meeting last night and got my 90 day coin!!! I am very thankful to all of you all who are so awesome and committed to this community and sobriety!

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Day 30.5

I actually feel bad talking bad about My Father lately.
I mean I talked few times lately about that terrible accident we had many years ago. I also mentioned that I forgived him and we have good relationships again that I think is healthy for both of us.

I want to clarify, that I do respect and love my father. He is good person, smart, very intelligent and has strong character. What was done that night was the result of alcoholism and he had some sort of alcoholic hallucinations caused by drinking over prolonged time. He was competitive bodybuilder and took 1ā€™st places on his category. Then Š”Š”Š”Š  army took him somewhere far to South. He started to drink. Then became alcoholic.
At the beginning I did not wanted to see him and was having nightmares. He was gone too. He did not drinked many years, but then he got in trouble and slipped few times. I helped him. Remember skipping work and driving with him to rehab hospital. I did it for him. I did it by looking outside the box, but later in years that escalated into our reunion.

I remember even driving my mom to work in the mornings when I was going to rehabs for my damaged hand and we met my father along the way at the bus station, so we took him and there was something special about that moment. They divorced when I was 7 years old and we were sitting all three together - again :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: that was something strong and healing about it.
Now he works as IT specialist and do not drinks and even do little of workouts.

[Photo was banned by moderators because violating the rules] that made me really sadā€¦ Itā€™s was the only photo I have of my father.

My Father, about 18 years old when he just started his bodybuilder career. - the one on the right

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There are bats in my backyard :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: In summer I watch them hunt every evening :slightly_smiling_face:

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Checking in. On the last day of a very long stretch of work. The mandatory overtime is done, so back to regular shifts. I havenā€™t really been to the gym or out on the bike in what seems like weeks, and thats not good for my headspace. I have the next 3 days off so I plan on just doing what I want. I do have a new meeting in a different location tomorrow night, itā€™s a little bit further drive but they postponed the other place for right now so whatever. Weā€™ll see how the people are there. Have a great day guyā€™s.

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