Checking in daily to maintain focus #57

Hey Chatty Cathy welcome! :joy: Itā€™s been a beautiful Sunny Sober Sunday where I am too :heart:

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Day 2, 15 hours

Some cravings were rolling over me today.
I remembered the inventory of stress my addiction caused. Exercise of the program. Only some points, the list is long. It helped.

Had a wonderful drive back home on the highway with this pinky heaven. Clear mind. Loving heart.

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2y 11m 2d
Got a cold from Hubby. Heā€™s had it for a week already so I thought I dodged that bullet but no. I have 2 days off so itā€™s very convenient to spend my free time sick :-1:t2: meh. Well, it is it what it is.

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Checkin in for day 6.

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Day 27
Its been a good weekend, I got my apartment cleaned and have made several meetings, going to take it easy the rest of the day. Hope everyone is having a good day

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Congrats on 1 week! Be strong my friend- buckle down with your tools to help you.
Kerp yourself busy and occupied so that you can stay clear of the urges.

Its best to protect your sobriety- especially on the early days when we are super vulnerable. It is ok to cancle plans if you think you may be tempted to drink. I am sure your friends would understand. If they dont know about your sobriety you could say you hust were not feeling well.

Keep up with the hard work :muscle:
clap-clapping

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LMAO! :joy::joy::joy:
@JazzyS thanks, Jasmine! Itā€™s definitely true. Itā€™s my first sober weekend in years. With a 3 day weekend on top of it, I was pretty worried about blowing it this weekend. However, Iā€™ve found Iā€™m enjoying my weekend much more than when I was laying on the couch all weekend feeling like a bag of dog turds. So Iā€™m sure Iā€™ll get less chatty, but being active on here has saved my ass this weekend and kept me in a really great headspace. So thank you all for putting up with me! Lol
@Saturn81 thank you, Michelle! Congrats on getting that week!! :clap:t3::clap:t3::clap:t3: glad your husband has helped keep you busy and distracted. I Hope tomorrow goes well for you! Do you have an exit plan in case you start struggling? Hoping your friends would be understanding in the event you need to excuse yourself! But you got this!!! :heart:

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new haircut!

just by coincidence i got the same girl who cut my hair last time and last time I was really crushing on her and this time I got her number just to be friends but who knows maybe one day itā€™ll be more. if not she seems like a really cool person to be friends with either we talked about the movie Coraline the whole haircut

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@JazzyS thank you so much itā€™s so appreciated, your always so supportive :sparkling_heart: your in everyoneā€™s corner just cheering for us all :blush: @Qhob13 @JazzyS so this catch up with friends has been cancelled many times and itā€™s been by us all for some reason and we all promised this catch up would be a definite, I would feel terrible cancelling, but after my last post tonight my friend asked us back to hers after lunch for a dip in the hot tub and drinks ā€œbut no pressure on me to drink, just hot tubā€ (this friend doesnā€™t understand) so I replied saying I was planning on taking the car and would pick them up and drop them off after as I needed to go home for Coops, my dog would be fine until my husband was home but I used him as an excuse anyway, now I could leave my car and still drink, that is still a possibility as tomorrow is tomorrow but Iā€™m trying everything in my power to have a good sober day :crossed_fingers: right now I have so much determination to be on here tomorrow after my lunch and say ā€œchecking in on day 8ā€ :heart:

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Glad you are using doggo as an excuse.
I get it - not wanting to cancel plans yet again. Maybe call place a head of time to see what non alcoholic beverages they have to offer or what mocktails they are able to make. So far iā€™ve only run into one place that was not accommodating and then i just got lime and soda water.

May even want to possibly skip the hot tub for tomorrow. Iā€™m sure it will be hard to do once you all get together the the catch up session starts. You know you best - just have this out in case you start feeling urges at lunch. It will be much harder to pass up relaxing in a hot tub laughing and having fun (at least it would be for me).
We are only seconds away so reach out to us before / during /after - whenever you need!

Love the determination and this thought alone kept me sober when i went out to meet up with a friend at a bar ā€“ i really did not want to come home and say that i had caved. You are stronger than the addiction :muscle:

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Cute cut Megan :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

happy for your connection made today :heart:

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You are so right, I am definitely not going back for the hot tub, I have already said this, I just canā€™t, I will drop everyone off and say I need to be home for Coops, like you said I know me absolutely and if I go back for that hot tub day I wonā€™t come back for I donā€™t know how long, this is a big challenge really early in and Iā€™m so aware of it and terrified, thanks for your constant support Jasmine :heart:

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This made me smile. Not because youā€™re not well, obviously. But me and my husband ALWAYS share colds. If one gets sick, the other is sure to follow. At this point weā€™re used to taking turns looking after one-another.

Hope you get better soon!

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Yessss!!! Great attitude to have going into it! Glad you have an exit plan in place, it will be much better than trying to exit on the spot. Hoping you can enjoy your get together without too much temptation. Looking forward to your check in tomorrow! :heart: Stay strong, you got this!!! :muscle:t3:

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@CATMANCAM I love all your numbers. Be kind with yourself. You are very loved and respected here!
Day 6 here. Tired and not doing well with management of time.

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Sober but sick. Maybe flu but idk. All I know is I had a fever dream Friday night that I used and drank and I woke up TERRIFIED that it was true. Even being sick and woozy now feels like Iā€™m coming down from being high. I donā€™t know why this is happening right now but I hate this feeling.

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Hope you are feeling better! It does sound like migrane and they are no fun. Sending hugs! Xo

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Congratulations on ur week!!! Great work!!!

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I actually cant believe its 40-something days. Just taking a deep breath. Its been a long time since i got this many days in a row, and I havent felt this well doing it. So grateful for you all here.

Bit tired. Getting ready for date night in with hubby (if and when we get kids off to sleep). Wish us luck! Xo.

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Hope you all are enjoying the weekend. Been nice here, no more than a few moments of craving. Grateful to wake up feeling well and spending time with the family this weekend. Day 16 :white_check_mark:

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