Day 17, longest streak since July
It is difficult when the family is not perhaps all feeling the same or on the same page. We all come to our understandings or realizations of things at a different rate. I am wishing you guys the best through it. Xo.
Day 222. Good sober morning. I hope everyone has a great day.
Day 73. Boy yesterday was a stressful one, started out rough. Headed for my pre employment thing at 8, got there and dropped my phone and smashed my screen, honestly was a little mad but carried on. Then on my way back from there my bike started acting up and my rear hub was freezing up. Just felt like a long day, im stressed bc I need a good bike to get to work . But I had a good one on one with my counselor, heās proud of me and sees lots of growth I told him about the girl and how Iām acting and he said itās normal thinking and behavior I just need to work harder on getting through the thoughts, itās kinda like addiction the more I get through it the better it will be. One of the girls left me a nice note yesterday saying good bye and it was nice to meet me, it was cute and very nice. At work today and it was another rainy day. I got super soaked and it definitely sucked, rainy days riding suck lol. Some of the girls saw me without my beard this morning and they said OMG i was like yeah I know, lmao. I look like the wish version of Shrek without a beard . Yeah I am just a little stressed, I need reliable transportation to work, I tried to finance a e bike online. Something more reliable with better components, but they want 3,000 down on the bike and I certainly donāt have that. Kinda sucks, but Iāll try to save up. Idk much love everyone
2315 days sober. Checking in after a challenging morning. My 13 year old who has autism and CFS has been poorly the last couple of days!! Heās part time at school, Iām hoping for a restful weekend for him and then back to school next week. DESPERATELY need to clean my car, thatās on tomorrows to do list for sure!! Going to walk Rocky, my dog, shortly before he starts zooming around my house lol pick up my nearly 16 year old from school later and shouting both boys a McDonaldās chilled evening for me under a blanket, snuggled with Rocky and Netflix. Have a beautiful day you lovely bunch
Hey all, checking in on day 1321. I hope everybody has a good one!
Thatās so lovely James!! And well done for going to face it head on, great strength!! š«¶š¼
Checking in 17 days
Sober from drugs and alcohol
Feeling āstronger than yesterdayā as Britney would say lol
Still battling a bit of depression
But no desire to use which is sucha relief, truly
Iām starting to like myself again.
Gonna try to put in a solid day at work and do the best I can.
Goodluck to everyone today and happy Friday!!
Way to go on the HALF A FRICKEN YEAR milestone!! @Dilettante ive really enjoyed following your journey and your contributions. Keep fighting the good fight
I felt this bored restless energy. What helped me was to move my body. Can you take a walk or hit the gym? @wahtisnormal
Just checking in with some good energy in this lovely Friday morning.
Letās go have ourselves an amazing Friday
Good morning sober fam,
Idk if you guys know but i grew sober with this TS community and Alcoholics Anonymous. Last night was a very lovely ladies only meeting. I really wanted to share but it was a big group so the opportunity didnt arise. Id like to share here:
The topic was: a) apparently there was a 60min episode about an ultrasound zap to the brain that can stop addictionā¦ b) resentments and forgiveness
Lots of AA birthdays yesterday. I love celebrating milestones because they give me and others hope as well as encourage those in early sobriety to keep at it.
Itād be great if we could zap our brains to rid us of our addictive thinking but i am greatful i got sober with AA. i feel i learned so much and gained so much character from hitting my lowest, surrendering, attending meetings and finding commonalities, finding a sponsor, working the 12 steps, and doing service work. The 12 step promises really have come true for me as im working my recovery.
20+ months ago i was a broken, obese, hopeless, resentful, unemployed addict. All i was doing was drinking excessively, vomitting on the regular, and sleeping. I wasnt living.
20months on into my recovery i am filled with gratitude that i am an alcoholic. Im not proud of my past but putting this work into my recovery has given me a newfound love for living. I have hope again and more moments of serenity.
For fucks sake i found an awesome job (which was a better fit), i was promoted, i took control of my health and lost 90lbs, i saved so much money that im about to travel to coasta rica next week for a 12 day adventure sponsored by the blessing of aa and recovery.
Life isnt perfect or easy but by putting in as much time into recovery work as i was dedicating to drink, drink, drinking has paid dividends.
If youre early in your journey, find your sober community and accountability. Thank you all for sharing your journies with me and allowing me to share with you.
Sobriety is my super power
I love love love reading these great stories of how people found there way and themselves in the process.
You give me great hope that this is the best way forward.
Thank you very much for sharing as your story is so helpful for us that are just in the infancy stages.
Have a wonderful weekend, and really enjoy every moment of that amazing trip!
Thatās beautiful as well as awesome James. Thanks for sharing.
Day 272
I donāt understand whatās going on with me
Day 4 sugar free
This is getting really hard
Day 712
The awake overnight shift with my son was long. But its over now. Currently drinking a hot latte that i made while my son is having his breakfast and then we will get him ready for his half day of school. I really should be sleeping once he gets on the bus but i want to workout and then run an errand. Maybe do some laundry also. Idk. I AM tired tho. The overnights (just being awake all night) used to trigger me alot as it reminded me of not sleeping due to drugs. Grateful I dont associate the overnight shifts with drugs anymore. Thats progress Anyway, have a great day everyone!
Day 26
I will have no alcohol today! Happy Friday Friends
ODAAT
-Solar
Thanks for the overthinking image. Really hits home for me!
Iām checking in on day 198. Happy Friday, and starting right now, I hereby embrace my sobriety as my SUPERPOWER too, thanks, @Cjp , for this ideaš„°