Great job xx
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Good luck today on pre operation. What are you operating? Maybe you said already, but only air, dust and cotton in my head latley 
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Thanks love ā¦ operation is like 4 weeks away. Having an ovary and my tubes removed due to a large cyst.
Appreciate the luck 
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Ohh yes, I remeber you mentioned it. Hope it will be all good 
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Checking in on day 201. 
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Day 24. Yah
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Happy sober Monday. Day 104 on this warm (30F) Chicagoland morning. First day back to work in person after being quarantined from the Rona.
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Okei, sober strokealarm. Or anxiety. Least convenient time.
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Day 57 alcohol free AF
I am happy to be sober. Life is good even when itās tough
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Ah shit. After years of anxiety I still think Iāll die of a heartattack when I get a tight chest, dizzy and a pounding heartā¦ Hope youāll get rid of that fucked up feeling soon!
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Day
264 no alcohol
185 no ciggs or vapes
1 full day no form of marijuanna
Still kinda sad i messed up my marijuanna streak. But atleast its over and i can start my streak again. It was 0%thc and only cbd but still broke my goal
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Iām struggling to understand the CBD issue, as Iāve seen many state similar to yours.
There is no active thc ingredient in it so no ability to have affects of mental issues from drugs. They help stress, pain, joint issue, sleep disorders.
I donāt take the stuff myself but have many friends that do and even friends in the military that are prescribed it.
Not asking to be cheeky in anyway, just trying to understand the issue that exists as itās a natural substance which seems better to take than pharmaceutical pills if the option was between the two.
Thanks
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Day 76. Girls went home around 4 oāclock yesterday, and I just ended up kinda relaxing. Was nice to cook myself a dinner, made some home made french fries, and a mushroom Swiss burger. It was delicious, and then I hung out with my mom and step dad until about 6 oāclock and from there I just went up stairs and kinda relaxed, had a hard time falling asleep I was up until about 5, but didnāt sleep all day so that was good. I woke up at 12 and now Iām just waiting for my girls to come home. Tonight Iāll probably head over to hit a meeting here, and yeah other than that things are going pretty good. No cravings or burning desires while being here in town. Feeling pretty strong in that area right now which is good. So yeah much love talk to you all later
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I was wondering the same, but I can understand if somebody doesnāt want to be dependent on any substance as I heard some eventually have a hard time sleeping without it. But I donāt know if thatās trueā¦ Would love to hear what your thought are on the subject @Noshame
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Yeah some CBD products do have THC in them, for example a D9 caramel is very strong (albeit not nearly as strong as weed). I took D8/D9 products almost every day for the last two years and they definitely provided a false sense of relaxation and drastically altered my mental state. CBD products without THC can have many health benefits. This is why talking about CBD can be complicated because there are so many types and it is a highly unregulated industry.
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Interesting Lauren, thanks. I used up a small bottle of CBD once, no clue what grade, but it didnāt do much for me.
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33 days free of alcohol
27 days free of THC
Iām getting through this challenging time. I will not abandon myself or betray myself by giving up on sobriety. I love being sober and I have that if nothing else. Iām still learning about myself and it is interesting to see what comes out on the other side of this hypomania. Iām learning more every day what I need to give myself and what my values are.
Thank you @SolarEclipse @Misokatsu @CATMANCAM @JazzyS @Mira_D for the support 
I love this community so much. Keep going everyone, awesome to see those day counts going up!!
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There are also other better things out there I believe for the same stuff CBD can do. Mushrooms are amazing, like lions mane and turkey tale and all that. If you look on Amazon you can get tinctures which help with mood, memory, anxiety and all that. Iām actually going to be order another thing soon. Be careful if you look at some tinctures bc some use alcohol to extract the mushroom.
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Heyy chevy and @Naomi
Thabk you for including me 
The thing is the listyle of mine. My environment says dont. I cant afford it and i hounestly have no self control with substances. I want it right now but id be 5, 150mg doses deep as the effect is little
If its needed its not harmful but i dont need it. I have pharmaceutical percriptions i use for the mental health i need. Perhaps i will get off them one day but until then, why fix whats not broken
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Cool, thanks. I am not looking to use for any reason, was more curious as I was always under the belief CBD was a fairly safe item.
Since itās legal in Canada (as is marijuana) I figured its regulate and fairly clean if itās says 0% THC.
But thanks for reply.
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