Aw man that sucks. I get it. I’m glad you’re staying safe. How are you feeling now?
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I would joyn you 
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Would be interested in participating in some existing threads about eating issues? I’m not sure if you’ve seen this, it’s active if you’re interested:
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19 days sober
19 days of meeting
4 days of carnivore
Love and peace 
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Day 258. Struggling with motivation for work. So took the afternoon off. Will rest and then get refocused for next week.
Looking forward to some sunshine!
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Resetting my clock…
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Day 419.
Suffering from nausea, apparently a normal side effect of the wellbutrin thingy I’m on now. At least I’m not as depressed anymore.
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Still crappy, ate lunch. Couldn’t taste my food. Went and told my supervisor, they sent me to get swabbed and sent home. I’m so fricken mad at myself, I kinda wish I wouldn’t of said anything. Y couldn’t I get sick further into being there. I’m just really disappointed
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I’m sorry man. It’s the right thing though. Remember it’s not your fault you got sick and they might be peeved to have to be down a person but that’s the way things go sometimes and you aren’t the only employee to ever get sick. Focus on resting and getting better. I hope you have something to eat and maybe some medicine. Sending hugs 
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Day 3 is here!! Work today in a few hours. Lets make this money and get through the day!! Hope everyone else gets through their day without struggles too
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Checking in 1,260 days sober. Don’t know why i decided to check my day count today, but im glad i did. Im proud of myself. I struggled with chronic relapsing for years, but i was determined this time. I also did it for me, not court ordered, not to get out of legal trouble, not to make someone else happy or get them off my back. I did it because i was tired of the way i was living and knew i needed to change.
Anyway, it’s a beautiful, sunny day. I saw some flowers blooming in my yard this morning. Springtime and warmer weather alway make me happy. Im looking forward to a couple days off. So far, it doesn’t look like i have to work over the weekend.
I hope everyone has a beautiful sober day!
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Checking in day 67 AF 
. Happy Friday and here’s to another sober weekend.
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Social media has that effect doesnt it?! I almost said its funny and then im thinking its really not funny at all! I worry about my little ones and how we’re going to manage all that, but that is hopefully a while away. I just dislike it so much!
Anywayys, good for you on youe half marathon, sober days & your dedication to your health! Ive yet to get the working out into my daily life, but it feels like constantly running around must count for something 
Be well Mischa!
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So i have to work on my resentments and guilt. Big ones that need time and space, as Derrick said do the work and the resr will follow. Check up from the neck up.
Spent some time with my gf today who just had a miscarriage, and she is in much different boat then I am in that she has been trying along time for another and has had many miscarriages. I feel my friendships are so important, that even though Im crazy busy getting house ready for exchange I made her a ccare package so she doesnt have to cook tonight and took the time to have coffee with her. Women go through this alone too often, so I want to be a good friend to those I hokd dear and prioritize these relationships. This got extremely off kilter for me when i had children and I feel im in a place now where the social aspects of life are so precious and I must extend myself where I can. The importance of being there for others, getting out of yourself and laughing and all that.
Wishing everyone another 24 & wish us luck on our first home exchange! Congrats to all you fine folks on another day xo.
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Hey there. What happened?
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Hey! Felt hopless, sad, old (as do men say) lonly and loveless… I am laying in my bad drinking wine… I feel nothing much… I know i will stop tomorrow, cuz i have been in so many life threatening situations because if the boos, but there i am…
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@IamThechange thank you 🩵
@Mindofsobermike feel better soon 🩵
@Ofmiceandroach congrats on your month 
@Tragicfarinelli congrats on 70 days
@NewBeginning1 welcome congrats on 2 days
@TrustyBird thank you I hope you enjoyed it, 20K steps is no small feat! Congrats on 750 days
@Deelzebub that’s a cool photo 
congrats on 9+ months
@Yelena sorry about the break-up but drinking alcohol would only make it hurt more. Sending strength 🩵
@Jimz I’m so glad you now have some sober friends too 
@JazzyS thank you 🩵 well done for solving the accounting issue 
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@Scorpn this is amazing to read 
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@Davina_Davis congrats on 70 days
@K_S happy anniversary 
@acromouse thank you 🩵 I have to keep believing that I will get back out there!
@Lighter congrats on your week so glad the storm passed quickly and that you’ve got some energy back
@Binx welcome back congrats in day 1 and your honesty
@Lotusflower congrats on 60 days AF
@tailee17 congrats on double digits of sober healthy happy days
@Mira_D good luck with the home exchange 
1306 days no alcohol.
771 days no cocaine.
286 days no vape.
31 days no binge-eating.
Caught up here yesterday morning, then did my morning routine.
Read some of my book in the afternoon.
Did some meditations.
Attended the LGBTQ+ Zoom group, it was fun we carried on past the end time, and they carried on another 30mins after I left, due to my vision going blurry and struggling to stay awake. Going forwards, I will take my evening meds after the Zoom, not before.
Then I slept quite a lot overall, but all in bursts, and with awful dreams. Was relieved to be awake.
I have spent most of the day catching up here, and meditating. Did my morning routine too.
I am going to try to sleep soon. Tomorrow morning I have the trans, nb, gq Survivors support group, which I usually find quite wholesome.
Happy International Women’s Day!
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Wishing you all wonderful sober weekends.
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Thank you! I know! But the positive thing is that i dont want more! ) Thank you! I hope you keep your strength! 
For ever and always
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@davina_davis YEAH day 70! Glad you had such a lovely time with your great niece 
@k_s a week of celebrations in your household – Happy Anniversary Kenny Beautiful day spent 
@mischa84 thanks friend. Love ya Sitting on a speed horse today 
sorry – I had to laugh at this. Boys will be boys my friend – go ahead and brag!
@mindofsobermike I’m sorry you are still feeling sick and having to go into work. Hope you are home now and getting some rest. Feel better soon Just saw your update – glad you are home resting. I know it sucks but you are no good sick – they know this is not something you would rather be dealing with.
@forrestkump man I hear you on getting worked up over little things. I am still working on my patience with others and not getting myself get twisted over things. I find knowing that I need to work on this and keeping it in the forefront helps me deal with it better these days when it arises. Hopefully one day I’ll not have to think about it all and things won’t get to me. Hoping for the same for you.
@binx I’m sorry that the anxiety is still so strong love – hoping that you find some peace and comfort soon. Great work on your day 1 we got your back my friend.
@lotusflower Well done on your 2 month milestone Love that line – “walking forward into greatness” Yeah you are
@tailee17 Double digits is wonderful friend – way to go! I love your attitude and keep the more sober healthy days piling up
@wakikki hours away from 800 days friend – you are doing great work in protecting your sobriety through the tough times. I am sorry that you are experiencing such hurdles. I do hope that the next two weeks go smoothly for you. We are here for you love – lean on us if you need some support
@yelena You are not alone my friend – here for your journey friend. Keep pushing forward Sending you strength and love
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