Hello tribe. Checking in at 3 years and 6 months clean. Freedom from sexual addictions is possible. After decades of self destructive behaviour, Iām enjoying intimacy with my husband. Iām on a journey to discover healthy sexuality with its joys and challenges.
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Good afternoon beautifulā¦ thank you for checking on meā¦ I am aroundā¦just heading to get some acupuncture nowā¦will do a proper check in later 
Hope you are doing well
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Welcome back Joel, itās good to see you. One day at a time for all of us. Congrats on your week friend.
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Thanks so much 
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Checking in 36 days. Taking it one day at time this week. Really nervous about some big things going on at work this week. Just got remain. calm do my best and as long as I do that it will be alright.
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@FAE1 congrats on 819 days! 
@Jasty2 200 days!!! Keep on keepin on! 
& hey I swear man if youāre not on here hourly it seems like days are missed, Iāve been trying to stay in the loop because catching up is brutal! 
@MrFantastik 121 days! Good job bro
@Bones_80 495 days is a big deal! 
@Timetochange way to go on 282 days!
@MrsOdh congrats on day 34! I have such a problem with eating right and working out. I have a naturally āfitā body but now my stomach is sticking out and looks like a beer belly. I donāt look bad but i need to get a grip soon.
@james83 way to go on day18!
@Forgive_Yourself 94 days! Keep on keeping on!
@JennyH good morning! Glad youāre checking in on Day8
@IamThechange congrats on 122 days!
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@Lighter way to go on day 31, Marie! 
@Juli1 way to go on 62 days!
@Soberbilly day 707! Thatās so inspiring man!
@Chevy55 alright bro!! Day 87! Keep on keeping on!
@john_connor1337 congrats on your week! Congrats on reaching a weak milestone! You can keep on!
@Noshame no alcohol, no cigs, vapes or thc! Youāre rocking it!
@Charlie_C good morning, glad youāre here on day 22! A relaxing day is always needed!
@beachmouse Congrats on day 12!
@CleanHeart keep on keeping on! Day 36 is awesome! 
@Olivia 3 years and 6 months clean! Wish you peace and love on your journey!
Day 103! I feel good! Iām busy, busy is always a good thing. Iām at peace and I say no matter what goes on good or bad, i will celebrate it self medicate with alcohol! I hope everyone has a fantastic day, check in later family! #ODAAT 
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Thanks homies! Yeah Iām planning to never go back to cocaine (or as my friends call it: the ācuckcaineā because it ācucksā you by fucking your brain and body while you watch your own degradation helplessly lol). Fuuuuck that shit! I will never do the cuckcaine ever again! I actually feel so much better without the cuckcaine cucking my whole life away lol 
But seriously, towards the end of my coke addiction it wasnāt even making me feel good anymore. Iād literally be like snorts the great wall of China āohhh nooo why did i do that? How do i quit how do i quit i have to quitā snorts a keybump āI cant even stop myselfā snorts another train track. It was so wack I hated it completely. Eventually Iām just like āAHHHH FUCK THIS!!! I gotta throw it out!!!ā flushes like 240$-875$ down the toilet. Then the next day: āI am worthless and I donāt deserve to liveā sad emo metal song in my headphones. Then a few days later āhmmm I should do that all over again! What a great idea!ā Pure insanity lol
Oh god, and the ālittle aliensā Iād be blowing out of my nose!!! Literally the most nasty disgusting green/yellow, and sometimes red aliens coming out of my nose! Hellll noooo!! Never again!
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Day 160.Checking In,Hope everyone is well!
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You know Iām glad youāre here doll 
. I look for your posts everyday
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Thanks man, I appreciate you and your support! It is a pleasure watching you rack up the days my friend!
and 
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Checking in day 184 ā¦ Iām in a Ham coma!! Ohhh my gosh, I have over hammed!
Having a lovely lazy day enjoying the sun and warm weather before the next snow storm, lol.
Have a great day yaāll 
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Checking in on day 95. So lovely to see so many people checking in. We are in this together
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Midday check-in. Hanging on! Yikes it just comes out of nowhere ā¦and this voice starts up about how awful sobriety is and how a drink might help! No. Iāve been reading about post-acute symptoms and how they can really trip you up. Itās that feeling of going backwards in my recoveryā¦feeling less productive, good or useful than I āshouldā be at this point. I donāt care. Iām not picking up. Itās not like someone will come over and take me to jail for being sick today. Iām waiting it out and will catch up on all the delightful work later.
Time for a show. Thank you for being here my friends.
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Hang in there Marie, ODAAT, and before ya know it youāll have a 100 days behind you and looking forward to summer weatherā¦
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Yes. I can just get through this one day. Iāll be out and about soon. Thank you Nick
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Thank you.
Wouldnāt say Iām naturally fit, .but Iām not really a big person either (If you donāt count shoe size, where Iām size 42 )
So itās not that visible but I rather into my normal xs/s size then my current m/s.
And as long as itās a problem for me, Iām going to fix it.
Unfortunately I have a weakness for Nachos, Salsa and Pizza, And If anything goes faster than yoga I get motion sickness so itās a bit of a struggle.
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Evening check in, thank you all so much for the support. I am having a very wobbly hour, feel like I am winging it a bit actually. Really want the birthday celebrations to finish with some bubbles. I am not giving in, but quite sad that it is impacting on my day.
It is 8.10pm now so just starting to leave the danger zone. I was possibly well enough to eat out for dinner but opted to stay in as knew it was a risk, so glad I did now as I really donāt have the strength right now.
I am going to get into my pjs, find some chocolate and light a candle. There are plenty of lovely ways to spend a birthday evening.
Thank you all again.
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