Thats so good. Keep it up! I hope to be there again soon.
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You will! 
Take it easy on yourself. You made it back, which takes tremendous courage
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I spent my day 1 here. I didnāt know what to do with myself and I was so ashamed and sick. Everyone was so kind and talked me through it.
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Welcome back
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I feel you I am on day 4 and let me tell you fuck these last 4 days for real but today is about over and tomorrow we will have another 24 down. Keep it up you got this
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Thank you so much
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Thank you 
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I definitely feel that. Feel so very lost. And so sick.
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Day 156.
Late check in, travel day,Im exhausted, hope everyone is doing well
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Congratulations 
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Closing in on day 11. It was nice to see that day 10 coin pop up and that the next target is 2 weeks.
Iāve had a lot of sleep anxiety since I started too, as if I fear of going to sleep, so I stay up til midnight every night. I say itās so I can get some time to myself but Iām wondering if itās because Iām scared of tomorrow. I donāt know. Iām not having nightmares. I am loving my life at the moment. Something is there I havenāt found yet.
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Day 10
Today is my two digit of sober days came , Yes Iām today completing 10 days of sobriety.
Beginning was difficult for me, I didnāt sleep for 3 days and also nightmares.
Now Iām getting very good sleep, yesterday i went for a movie alone in theatre, it was long time ago that im going movie alone, Iām learning to live alone because friends are limited to us, They only come if they get benefits, if i call someone for pub or bar they definitely come or if i call for any help they tell excuses that is life.
I will enjoy my sober journey alone
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Youāre not alone in here š«¶š»
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@Ashley_luvz_starz Awesome job on your year! 
@Dolse71 Great to hear from you 
I was wondering about you but didnāt feel like I should worry. Glad youāre living your life 
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Whew! What a long day 
I was in a great mood right off the bat and had loads of energy. I sat down around 5pm for the first time since I got up. I thought that was it for my day, as it normally would be. Just sitting around, thinking about all the things I want to get done until it was time for bed. Today was different.
Just like that inner monolog argument over drinking, when I finally told myself ānoā, I changed my way of thinking. The comfy couch kept trying to hold me down, but I just kept saying āNo! Get up and do something!ā My first instinct was to do something small and easy, like the junk cupboard in the kitchen, but then I decided it was time to eat the frog 
I went in my daughterās room and started in the worst corner. She immediately wanted to help 
In 2 hours we got rid of 4 garbage bags worth of stuff, some furniture and a lot of dust bunnies. Almost half the room done already, and it wasnāt nearly as bad as Iāve imagined this whole time. For years my thoughts have paralyzed me, but I finally found strength, and Iām so happy I pushed myself. So worth it seeing how excited she was to have more space. Itās a good feeling.
For anyone whoās struggling with anything, donāt give up! Donāt lose hope. Keep on trying. You can make it happen 
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Congratulations on your 10 days of sobriety Sarath
Those were the worst ten days ever. I never want to do that again.
Iām glad you found us.
Keep up the great work.
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A wonderful testament. And I am so happy for you! Way to push through it and get the damn thing going!!!
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Congratulations. Such a great accomplishment. You should be proud of yourself. 
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Day 536
Having some good days and some not so good. But through it all Iām sober and have no intention of changing that.
Planning this trip has taken so much mental energy already and itās still months away. I just really want this to go well. Iām running out of time to have a family vacation with my kids before theyāre grown upā¦
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