Checking in daily to maintain focus #64

@Butterflymoonwoman Thank you Dana :heart:
Sorry to hear you have it too. The good thing is at least we know what we are dealing with now.
I’m really glad to hear your Easter is going well and that your both home for it :blush:

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Thanks I really appreciate your kind words!!!

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Awe i love the creativity!! Must have been fun doing crafts with her. Great memories for both of you :slight_smile:

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Thanks so much!! :blush:

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Finally home from the family gathering.

My brother didn’t show up at all
My youngest sister went to work,her husband went to drink at a friend’s house, and they both left their soon 2 year old child with me and my other sister.

I usually don’t even talk to that sister but today we manage to come along just fine and watch the baby.

My mother was drunk when we arrived, and hadn’t planned anything as usual.
My uncle was drunk when he showed up but my 14 y/o absolutely loves him anyway so I was glad that he came by to say hello.

We was supposed to leave at 16.00 but at that time we had barley started eating. Eventually we left around 19.30.

And my brother in law came back soon after that. Felt a bit bad about leaving the baby to my sister all alone, she doesn’t have any kids,and doesn’t want any. But on the other side it wasn’t my responsibility from the start.

Mother talked about selling our house too (she still owns the house we live in an we rent it from her, she has refused to sell it to us this far)
My husband said that she’s much welcome to sell if she wants to.

If she does, we’re probably moving to a warmer country. But it’s a bit sour since we’ve put a lit of money on renovations. But we’ll see.

Happy Easter to all of you.

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40 days AF :sparkling_heart::pray:

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Extra check in day 92. Had a really bad mental health day. Bored, listless, ungrateful, tired, exhausted, under the weather, bored again. My depression these days is on and off so severely that some days I can’t move from the sofa. Today is one of those, I was triggered to drink just by boredom alone. Got a McDonald’s and watching Barbie to distract. Water on the go, but today’s been hard. Why am I so up and down? Gahhhh.

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Sending you hugs and positive vibes :heart: Im sorry to hear that ur feeling not urself. Some days are just plain hard. But thankfully they dont last forever. Hoping tmrw is a better day for u

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Thank you lovely. Yep, some days suck. Hope your son is feeling much better :heart::heart:

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Some days really do suck :frowning: Living life on lifes terms can be difficult for sure. And thank u! Hes feeling much better. Grateful to be home thats for sure :slight_smile:

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Seeing these types always makes me feel better. As happened today. May they cheer you up too, even just a little bit.

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Hope it eases and tomorrow is a better day. Maybe PAWS kicking in ?

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That’s a cutie :grin:

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No idea, might also be PMS!!! Will hang on and breathe through it. I have been increasingly uneasy around these holiday periods lately….it doesn’t help that everyone seems to be drinking. Travelling, eating and drinking.

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That’s a crap day for sure. I hope the weekend picks up for you :heart:

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Sorry to hear you’re feeling crappy. Some days are just like that. Just put this one down in the crap category and try to move on. Tomorrow will come soon.
Gratitude helps me on such days to feel a bit less crappy :people_hugging:

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Sorry TragicF! I had a couple days like that this week. Give those baby panthers a great big hug… we’re here for you too. I’m kinda over all the celebrations myself…Easter is tough because of spring, perhaps. I don’t know, I just want it to be April 3rd. Like a nothing day. Hang in there. I haven’t seen Barbie yet. Is it good?

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Hey. Baby panthers are loosing teeth left right and centre as the adult ones grow in. Barbie is ok……watchable, but I don’t LOVE it.

Will go to bed when it’s finished and scratch today off. Try again tomorrow :relieved:

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Thanks. Will try nd get out tomorrow. :heart:

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Thanks Aga :heart:

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