Checking in day 18
I have to always go back to the app to check my time because I never look at it, I go straight to the TS button lol.
I’ve started listening to The Naked Mind. Mind blowing stuff that puts all these little things that I’ve had or experienced into a nice neat audio book that has cemented by life-long commitment to sobriety.
Highly recommend it to anyone here.
I am doing this for me, my kids and my wife.
I have this absolutely amazing opportunity to raise two beautiful children and help them have an incredibly content and happy life. This is my goal.
I remember body odor being extremely noticeable in the first week sober. I was sweating so much, especially my feet (they’ve always been stinky, but this was next level) My breathe smelled like death as well 
It’s your body flushing toxins. It gets better soon 
Once I showered and got to work I was fine. It would’ve been the most boring day of my life except I didn’t know I was training a new girl, so at least I had someone to talk to. Very easily at that. I like her, and she seems like she’ll catch on quick.
), but wasn’t able to buy any other surprise presents. When I finished wrapping them, a wave of sadness hit me. I actually cried a few tears. Highly unusual for me but I think I’m just exhausted and overwhelmed by everything going on. This here explains what’s been weighing on me today if interested. It’s really fucking irritating.
Just trying to think of the positives. I just paid every bill I have so I really don’t have much to worry about aside from the party Monday. Better get some rest bc it’s my daughter’s birthday tomorrow! Want to have a great afternoon with her before she goes back to her dad’s. Which, btw, just got fired today without reason! Not gonna think about that. Goodnight all you rockstars 
Love it! 
for them. 
