Checking in daily to maintain focus #65

78 days
Being sober
Mood is better :grinning::hibiscus:

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137 days
Had to rush home from work to get the youngest to an appointment this morning. Came home and had a quick nap before it was getting dinner sorted then off to the gym for the kids and myself. Got some good rounds in. Home late, kids just finished dinner and they can stay up till their mum gets home.
Iā€™ll be ready for bed not to far behind I think :joy::joy:

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1775


Had a crazy walk on the beach yesterday, high tide, high winds, incredible amount of froth around, hardly any people, enjoyed it immensely. This morning my bodyā€™s tired. Having friends over for dinner so I need to do some cleaning and cooking which I can handle. Sober and clean. Have as good a day as you can all. Clean and sober. Love.

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This is great news. Itā€™s so nice that your dedication to a cause is appreciated and others chime in to support it. And your commitment to making the community a better place for all is so plapable in your posts. :hugs:

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Thank you so much for sharing your trips here on the forum including taking the time to take and share all those fantastic photos. They always brighten my day and keep up that spark of inspiration my soul needs.
Todayā€™s ones already gave me so many ideas for the game I am working on about the wind on your shoreline. Many thanks! :pray:

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It feels surreal, but so amazing. After all these years they actually like our idea and want to make something out of it, so we can keep it up.

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I have a flu or something so Iā€™ve stayed in to rest. Is a bit sucky but Iā€™m doing alright and am in a good mood. Hope Iā€™ll feel better soon. Today Iā€™m 13 days sober so Iā€™m celebrating that!

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Thatā€™s an unreal lineup! Can I ask the cost of tix?
I am in Aus and saw Blink182 last month. Amazing.

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Thanks. Yes. 3 Weeks. I am not focused much on numbers anymore. All I care is my Connection :electric_plug::sunny:
Itā€™s not that much of my inner change, but life is changing and I believe many can feels this already. We are being pushed to a good change. Either way, whatever we feel this or not, it is impossible to ignore all the things what is happening in the world. INSIDE of everyone in us Hearts. Itā€™s not that we are separated for what is happening around us - what is outisde is a reflection of our inner world. It is INNER /and /OUTER ā€œearthquakesā€. Hardtimes. Only Connected we can stay at peace and understand the bigger picture. Connection is the answer :heartpulse:

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Hey all, checking in on day 1403. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Day 65 AF
Just checking in to say Gā€™day.
Congrats on 50 days @MrsOdh

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Day 103 AF

Seems I may have developed an infection in my scalp (I have a little bit of psoriasis, that occasionally I may scratch to much). A friend thinks it may be a staph infection, I dunno, perhaps. All I do know is my body has been tracking lots of stress and no rest according to my watch (which I abide by religiously as itā€™s so accurate to how I feel).

Anyway, long story longer, I think it is passing as the redness and soreness has mostly subsided and for the first time in 5 days my stress levels went back down to rest while in bed and I actually slept well. Iā€™ll keep an eye on it, and if it seems to be flaring up again Iā€™ll try and get to see a doc for some antibiotics, I just dislike taking anything, especially that unless itā€™s absolutely necessary.

Put off old man till tomorrow so hopefully all will go well today/tonight and I can get over to build him his deck and wheelchair ramp over next couple daysā€¦

Iā€™m excited to feel good enough to hopefully get into gym today as itā€™s been 4 daysā€¦

Be well TS fam
:pray::heart::peace_symbol:

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30 days. Is that a month? Iā€™m calling it a month.

10 more days and the itā€™s the longest Iā€™ve been sober in 15 years.

Have a good day everyone.

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Looking at 500+ for all three days

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Day 47

Checking in on Wednesday morning. Sleep and no-sleep had a tug of war last night and sleep won! So glad. Thanks @acromouse. My energy crashes in afternoon lately, but it wasnā€™t long ago that I had none! Itā€™s frustratingly slow progress but progress all the same. :slightly_smiling_face:

Just shopping, cooking and working on the house today. I canā€™t help but think my life will continue to change in unexpected, positive ways. It wonā€™t be like this. And the this isnā€™t terrible. Just bumpy. Unpredictable. Ready for calm. Patience :stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes:

Lots of love and support to you as you start or end your day. :people_hugging:

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Day 459.

I just hoovered up a whole chocolate bar and a bag of nuts. I meanā€¦ as long as dinner doesnā€™t get me over the maintance calorie goal, I should be fine. Snacks and chocolate are my ā€˜instead ofā€™ drinking/drugs. Not ideal. I should do that thing where I can sit in the bad feelings and like meditate and take deep breaths and shit. I did that tooā€¦ didnā€™t work.

I think something may have snapped in my head. I just canā€™t. Iā€™m justā€¦ I canā€™t. Iā€™m spent. Dunnoā€¦ this might be a nervous breakdown or something. Maybe I should message my shrink?

Tomorrow Iā€™ll put my happy face back on.

Todayā€¦ chocolate. Maybe a nap.

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Checking in on day
343 no alcohol
274 no vapes or ciggs
5.60 no thc

Day off today. Much needed rest. Had a bad dream lastnight about alcohol. But it was just a dream. Im going to a online meeting in a few hours while im at the londry mat. Its definitely needed

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Checking in. Recovering from a seizure. Going to work tomorrow. Day 5.

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Hi everybody, checking in on Day 17 and all is well. Thank you all of you for being there, compassion, help, advice and a safe place

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2080 alcohol free 85 days weed free

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